1 00:00:04,160 --> 00:00:02,149 hey y'all Ryan Sprague here as you all 2 00:00:06,889 --> 00:00:04,170 know the summer in the skies podcast is 3 00:00:09,440 --> 00:00:06,899 always free to consume but it isn't free 4 00:00:11,330 --> 00:00:09,450 to create that's why I've started this 5 00:00:14,180 --> 00:00:11,340 somewhere in the skies patreon campaign 6 00:00:15,919 --> 00:00:14,190 you on a monthly basis you give what you 7 00:00:18,740 --> 00:00:15,929 think the show is worth you'll be 8 00:00:21,260 --> 00:00:18,750 helping the show continue grow and to be 9 00:00:23,450 --> 00:00:21,270 something truly a community and remember 10 00:00:25,609 --> 00:00:23,460 there are rewards for each level of 11 00:00:28,070 --> 00:00:25,619 contribution and the list is only 12 00:00:30,650 --> 00:00:28,080 growing so please help somewhere in the 13 00:00:35,799 --> 00:00:30,660 skies now by becoming a patron to 14 00:00:39,020 --> 00:00:35,809 contribute and to learn more visit WWE 15 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00:01:27,469 --> 00:01:25,070 it's life and it's yours Scientology 30 00:01:30,950 --> 00:01:27,479 know yourself 31 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:30,960 no life I mean imagine if you were a 32 00:01:35,899 --> 00:01:33,570 seer member you grew up in Scientology 33 00:01:37,219 --> 00:01:35,909 your parents are Sea Org members you 34 00:01:38,990 --> 00:01:37,229 don't have a driver's license you don't 35 00:01:40,969 --> 00:01:39,000 have a credit card you have no bank 36 00:01:43,730 --> 00:01:40,979 account you have no credit history where 37 00:01:45,649 --> 00:01:43,740 the hell would you go you know that if 38 00:01:48,859 --> 00:01:45,659 you walked out the front door and never 39 00:01:50,600 --> 00:01:48,869 look back you physically could do it but 40 00:01:52,190 --> 00:01:50,610 you would lose your entire family you 41 00:01:54,260 --> 00:01:52,200 would lose all of your friends if you 42 00:01:55,880 --> 00:01:54,270 were married and your wife was still 43 00:01:57,050 --> 00:01:55,890 there she would know she she would 44 00:01:58,340 --> 00:01:57,060 probably never speak to you again 45 00:02:00,230 --> 00:01:58,350 you literally was starting from scratch 46 00:02:02,270 --> 00:02:00,240 and here you are you know a 30 year old 47 00:02:03,919 --> 00:02:02,280 or 40 year old person I get why people 48 00:02:18,030 --> 00:02:03,929 don't leave because they're really 49 00:02:39,030 --> 00:02:26,090 [Music] 50 00:02:45,070 --> 00:02:42,190 I'm Ryan Sprague welcome to part two of 51 00:02:47,980 --> 00:02:45,080 our series breaking the billion dollar 52 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:47,990 year contract of Scientology with 53 00:02:53,920 --> 00:02:51,410 ex-member Jolin chinked in part 1 we 54 00:02:56,530 --> 00:02:53,930 covered how Joey navigated his way up 55 00:02:59,410 --> 00:02:56,540 the ranks having been born into this 56 00:03:01,570 --> 00:02:59,420 deeply disturbing religion we talked 57 00:03:04,660 --> 00:03:01,580 about what he endured with his time you 58 00:03:07,270 --> 00:03:04,670 see or the terrifying things he witness 59 00:03:11,380 --> 00:03:07,280 and what finally prompted him to leave 60 00:03:13,990 --> 00:03:11,390 Scientology but that was only half the 61 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:14,000 story if you haven't heard part one I 62 00:03:18,490 --> 00:03:16,010 highly suggest listening to it before 63 00:03:21,790 --> 00:03:18,500 jumping in with us right now in part two 64 00:03:25,060 --> 00:03:21,800 joy brings us on the wild ride of being 65 00:03:27,490 --> 00:03:25,070 sent to federal prison testifying under 66 00:03:29,860 --> 00:03:27,500 oath about what he experienced in the 67 00:03:32,199 --> 00:03:29,870 Church of Scientology the unfortunate 68 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:32,209 consequences when he finally decided to 69 00:03:37,360 --> 00:03:34,850 leave the church completely and then we 70 00:03:39,520 --> 00:03:37,370 dig deep into the church's mysterious 71 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:39,530 new reader and answer with your 72 00:03:45,840 --> 00:03:43,010 questions so let's get to our tune of 73 00:03:51,330 --> 00:03:45,850 breaking the billion-year contract of 74 00:03:54,190 --> 00:03:51,340 scientology this is part two of our 75 00:03:56,110 --> 00:03:54,200 scientology two-part series here on 76 00:03:59,470 --> 00:03:56,120 someone the skies joey thank you for 77 00:04:02,979 --> 00:03:59,480 coming back with me man absolutely so we 78 00:04:05,229 --> 00:04:02,989 we sort of ended on a cliffhanger when 79 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:05,239 you started working for your father at 80 00:04:11,650 --> 00:04:08,450 the Gary you had something really 81 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:11,660 interesting happen that um that went far 82 00:04:17,560 --> 00:04:13,970 beyond Scientology and you ended up in 83 00:04:20,050 --> 00:04:17,570 federal court so if you did tell us how 84 00:04:22,540 --> 00:04:20,060 this all went down yeah how this kind of 85 00:04:25,719 --> 00:04:22,550 led to you becoming both a conflict and 86 00:04:31,719 --> 00:04:25,729 an SP in sp yes also have to explain to 87 00:04:34,270 --> 00:04:31,729 us yeah yes a story yes okay so my my 88 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:34,280 father has has always been an antique 89 00:04:40,270 --> 00:04:37,250 dealer for his for well for my entire 90 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:40,280 life his specialty is Asian art so 91 00:04:45,640 --> 00:04:42,560 Chinese art Japanese are Korean whatever 92 00:04:47,279 --> 00:04:45,650 it is so he has an auction house well 93 00:04:49,469 --> 00:04:47,289 the family has has an 94 00:04:52,589 --> 00:04:49,479 house in Beverly Hills that pretty much 95 00:04:54,659 --> 00:04:52,599 specializes in Chinese art and then over 96 00:04:57,719 --> 00:04:54,669 the years and over the decades every 97 00:05:01,230 --> 00:04:57,729 once in a while we would get a piece of 98 00:05:03,629 --> 00:05:01,240 ivory or something that at one point 99 00:05:06,629 --> 00:05:03,639 came from that came from an animal 100 00:05:08,700 --> 00:05:06,639 you know like a carved ivory Chinese 101 00:05:13,529 --> 00:05:08,710 irie carved something or other and then 102 00:05:15,540 --> 00:05:13,539 so in 2000 2011 or 2012 the federal 103 00:05:19,379 --> 00:05:15,550 government was doing a investigation 104 00:05:21,149 --> 00:05:19,389 into wildlife smuggling and so they came 105 00:05:23,850 --> 00:05:21,159 into the gallery I think it was like 106 00:05:25,049 --> 00:05:23,860 2012 or 2013 when that happened to see 107 00:05:27,119 --> 00:05:25,059 if there was anything that we were doing 108 00:05:29,159 --> 00:05:27,129 that was illegal and there were a couple 109 00:05:31,949 --> 00:05:29,169 of things that I did that were that were 110 00:05:33,899 --> 00:05:31,959 incorrect like making it like making a 111 00:05:35,790 --> 00:05:33,909 false statement on a customs form 112 00:05:38,459 --> 00:05:35,800 because we had a lot of people coming in 113 00:05:40,949 --> 00:05:38,469 and buying stuff from us in person but 114 00:05:42,809 --> 00:05:40,959 also people who were bidding on items in 115 00:05:46,529 --> 00:05:42,819 the auction that were coming from were 116 00:05:48,329 --> 00:05:46,539 from overseas so what the issue was with 117 00:05:50,519 --> 00:05:48,339 the government it wasn't it wasn't that 118 00:05:52,529 --> 00:05:50,529 we were selling the items you know that 119 00:05:53,969 --> 00:05:52,539 were made from ivory and rhinoceros horn 120 00:05:55,399 --> 00:05:53,979 and tortoiseshell and things like that 121 00:05:58,199 --> 00:05:55,409 but the fact that they were being 122 00:06:00,719 --> 00:05:58,209 exported out of the country without the 123 00:06:03,559 --> 00:06:00,729 proper permits for it so the government 124 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:03,569 was doing a investigation and then 125 00:06:09,659 --> 00:06:06,370 eventually after after many many years 126 00:06:12,749 --> 00:06:09,669 and many negotiations I ended up 127 00:06:15,749 --> 00:06:12,759 pleading guilty to making a false or 128 00:06:19,170 --> 00:06:15,759 fictitious invoice on a customs form for 129 00:06:21,839 --> 00:06:19,180 an item that was part of an undercover 130 00:06:24,839 --> 00:06:21,849 operation from the Federal Department of 131 00:06:26,399 --> 00:06:24,849 the Fish and Wildlife company Wow so so 132 00:06:28,649 --> 00:06:26,409 basically what happened was is that a 133 00:06:32,089 --> 00:06:28,659 undercover agent from Fish and Wildlife 134 00:06:35,579 --> 00:06:32,099 came in and it was a small carving of 135 00:06:37,889 --> 00:06:35,589 the Asian goddess of mercy and it was 136 00:06:40,290 --> 00:06:37,899 carved out of a rhinoceros horn so she 137 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:40,300 came in and said oh you know this came 138 00:06:45,659 --> 00:06:43,330 from my grandmother's estate and I want 139 00:06:47,549 --> 00:06:45,669 to consign it to the auction to put to 140 00:06:49,139 --> 00:06:47,559 potentially sell it so I became the 141 00:06:51,959 --> 00:06:49,149 contact person it eventually went to 142 00:06:54,329 --> 00:06:51,969 auction and it was a beautiful item so 143 00:06:56,279 --> 00:06:54,339 it garnered a lot of interest but the 144 00:06:59,550 --> 00:06:56,289 problem was is that they sent another 145 00:07:00,930 --> 00:06:59,560 undercover agent to the auction to 146 00:07:03,210 --> 00:07:00,940 purchase it 147 00:07:04,890 --> 00:07:03,220 a separate a separate agent so of course 148 00:07:06,450 --> 00:07:04,900 the price got shot up like crazy and 149 00:07:09,300 --> 00:07:06,460 ended up selling for a little over two 150 00:07:12,810 --> 00:07:09,310 hundred thousand dollars and then so 151 00:07:15,720 --> 00:07:12,820 what happened was is that I the buyer 152 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:15,730 contacted me and he was like okay great 153 00:07:19,170 --> 00:07:17,650 I want to pay for the item and I need 154 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:19,180 you to ship it for me I said great do 155 00:07:22,920 --> 00:07:20,650 you want us to ship it to your address 156 00:07:25,290 --> 00:07:22,930 in New Jersey or whatever the address 157 00:07:26,790 --> 00:07:25,300 was that we had on file and he said no I 158 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:26,800 want you to ship it to my client in 159 00:07:33,570 --> 00:07:30,130 China and I said no we can't do that 160 00:07:35,250 --> 00:07:33,580 because it's illegal to export it 161 00:07:36,570 --> 00:07:35,260 without the proper permits and I don't 162 00:07:38,880 --> 00:07:36,580 know the first thing about getting those 163 00:07:40,140 --> 00:07:38,890 permits so then he said okay hold on I'm 164 00:07:41,490 --> 00:07:40,150 gonna call you right back and then he 165 00:07:43,650 --> 00:07:41,500 calls me back the next day and he was 166 00:07:47,190 --> 00:07:43,660 like can you ship it to a client of mine 167 00:07:49,620 --> 00:07:47,200 in Canada and I said again I can't but 168 00:07:50,970 --> 00:07:49,630 I'm happy to give you the name of a 169 00:07:53,190 --> 00:07:50,980 shipping company because I don't know 170 00:07:55,140 --> 00:07:53,200 how to do any of those permit so he says 171 00:07:56,640 --> 00:07:55,150 okay let me call you back so then the 172 00:07:58,320 --> 00:07:56,650 next thing he calls me back a third time 173 00:08:00,480 --> 00:07:58,330 and then he says okay how about this how 174 00:08:02,580 --> 00:08:00,490 about you make me an invoice that says 175 00:08:03,750 --> 00:08:02,590 it's not made out of rhinoceros horn but 176 00:08:06,270 --> 00:08:03,760 that it's made out of something else 177 00:08:07,710 --> 00:08:06,280 like plastic or something and you just 178 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:07,720 ship it to me and I'll take care of it 179 00:08:11,850 --> 00:08:08,050 from there 180 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:11,860 and I said okay that that was the that 181 00:08:18,480 --> 00:08:14,290 was the kicker that was a that was that 182 00:08:20,970 --> 00:08:18,490 was the kicker the jig is up so then 183 00:08:23,070 --> 00:08:20,980 eventually I play guilty to that thing 184 00:08:25,380 --> 00:08:23,080 obviously and then I went before the 185 00:08:26,670 --> 00:08:25,390 judge for sentencing and it doesn't 186 00:08:28,740 --> 00:08:26,680 matter what the case is it doesn't 187 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:28,750 matter what the situation is anybody 188 00:08:32,370 --> 00:08:31,210 that comes in front of a judge to plead 189 00:08:35,060 --> 00:08:32,380 guilty to something and then get 190 00:08:37,980 --> 00:08:35,070 sentenced to something the prosecutors 191 00:08:39,690 --> 00:08:37,990 right a sentencing brief that talks 192 00:08:41,820 --> 00:08:39,700 about the nature of the crime and the 193 00:08:44,430 --> 00:08:41,830 and what they believe is the proper 194 00:08:45,900 --> 00:08:44,440 punishment in this case they were asking 195 00:08:48,270 --> 00:08:45,910 for two and a half to three years in 196 00:08:50,460 --> 00:08:48,280 prison my lawyer wrote up another 197 00:08:52,290 --> 00:08:50,470 sentencing brief in my defense talking 198 00:08:54,030 --> 00:08:52,300 about how like you know I was born and 199 00:08:57,330 --> 00:08:54,040 raised in Scientology I didn't have a 200 00:08:59,790 --> 00:08:57,340 proper education I kind of was forced 201 00:09:02,250 --> 00:08:59,800 and coerced to go work for my dad and a 202 00:09:04,590 --> 00:09:02,260 whole other series of different 203 00:09:06,030 --> 00:09:04,600 circumstances that led that ended up you 204 00:09:07,830 --> 00:09:06,040 know leading me to be standing in front 205 00:09:09,090 --> 00:09:07,840 of a judge which by the way you can go 206 00:09:11,520 --> 00:09:09,100 online and if you just google my name 207 00:09:13,170 --> 00:09:11,530 the entire sentencing brief is is up 208 00:09:15,110 --> 00:09:13,180 online if anybody wants to read it oh 209 00:09:17,569 --> 00:09:15,120 wow 210 00:09:19,460 --> 00:09:17,579 the thing that my my lawyer talked about 211 00:09:21,439 --> 00:09:19,470 in the sentencing brief was is that you 212 00:09:24,170 --> 00:09:21,449 know my upbringing in Scientology and 213 00:09:25,519 --> 00:09:24,180 the physical abuse and the emotional 214 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:25,529 abuse and of course the sexual abuse 215 00:09:32,059 --> 00:09:28,410 that I was was a victim of in 216 00:09:35,239 --> 00:09:32,069 Scientology and the judge after reading 217 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:35,249 both sides he agreed with my lawyer and 218 00:09:39,889 --> 00:09:37,680 he was like yeah this this part of 219 00:09:42,470 --> 00:09:39,899 Scientology played a huge part and of 220 00:09:44,540 --> 00:09:42,480 course I obviously made a huge I made a 221 00:09:46,519 --> 00:09:44,550 mistake in doing and I apologized for it 222 00:09:49,759 --> 00:09:46,529 and the judge recognized that as well so 223 00:09:51,769 --> 00:09:49,769 he sentenced me to a sentence way lower 224 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:51,779 than what the government was asking for 225 00:09:55,429 --> 00:09:53,490 he sentenced me to a sentence of 12 226 00:09:57,139 --> 00:09:55,439 months in one day and the reason why he 227 00:10:01,639 --> 00:09:57,149 did the one day extra is because in the 228 00:10:04,189 --> 00:10:01,649 federal system if you are sentenced to a 229 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:04,199 prison term for more than a year you get 230 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:05,370 time off for good behavior 231 00:10:10,999 --> 00:10:08,730 hmm so I ended up spending eight and a 232 00:10:14,749 --> 00:10:11,009 half months in prison as opposed to the 233 00:10:17,569 --> 00:10:14,759 full year yeah so so that happened and 234 00:10:22,040 --> 00:10:17,579 then but of course when that happened I 235 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:22,050 had publicly badmouth Scientology not 236 00:10:25,340 --> 00:10:23,730 just from the sentencing but from what I 237 00:10:28,489 --> 00:10:25,350 said to the judge in front of in front 238 00:10:33,319 --> 00:10:28,499 of him under oath I di under under oath 239 00:10:34,999 --> 00:10:33,329 in a federal court and I I knew the 240 00:10:37,100 --> 00:10:35,009 consequences of that because when you 241 00:10:39,530 --> 00:10:37,110 speak publicly about Scientology in a 242 00:10:41,989 --> 00:10:39,540 negative way you become what is called a 243 00:10:43,579 --> 00:10:41,999 suppressive person so a suppressive 244 00:10:45,970 --> 00:10:43,589 person is the label that Scientology 245 00:10:51,499 --> 00:10:45,980 uses on people to indicate that they are 246 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:51,509 evil they are are harmful to Scientology 247 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:55,050 and basically anybody who wants to 248 00:11:00,110 --> 00:10:57,600 suppress or wants to keep other people 249 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:00,120 down in this case there's that they're 250 00:11:04,100 --> 00:11:02,370 saying that I publicly bash cyant 251 00:11:05,900 --> 00:11:04,110 Scientology and of course they're the 252 00:11:08,629 --> 00:11:05,910 most ethical group on the planet uh-huh 253 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:08,639 so therefore I attacked them so then 254 00:11:13,389 --> 00:11:10,410 they labeled me a suppressive person and 255 00:11:15,379 --> 00:11:13,399 then the consequences of that is that 256 00:11:17,299 --> 00:11:15,389 Scientologists are not allowed to talk 257 00:11:19,519 --> 00:11:17,309 to or be in any sort of relationship 258 00:11:22,669 --> 00:11:19,529 with anybody who's labeled a suppressive 259 00:11:25,939 --> 00:11:22,679 person so my entire family is in 260 00:11:27,230 --> 00:11:25,949 Scientology so they disconnected from me 261 00:11:29,510 --> 00:11:27,240 and disconnected is the word that 262 00:11:31,460 --> 00:11:29,520 Scientology uses for 263 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:31,470 it's basically like a religious shunning 264 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:35,250 so so they cut so they have to cut all 265 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:37,770 ties with me all of my friends that are 266 00:11:43,280 --> 00:11:40,890 still in Scientology they stopped 267 00:11:45,770 --> 00:11:43,290 talking to me they blocked me on 268 00:11:47,320 --> 00:11:45,780 Facebook and block me on social media it 269 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:47,330 was it was really weird too because 270 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:49,770 shortly after the sentencing I had like 271 00:11:54,110 --> 00:11:52,410 a month or two before I had to self 272 00:11:57,800 --> 00:11:54,120 surrender to the to the federal prison 273 00:11:59,450 --> 00:11:57,810 and word quite hadn't gotten out yet my 274 00:12:01,430 --> 00:11:59,460 family was still talking to me they 275 00:12:03,650 --> 00:12:01,440 pretended like everything was okay but I 276 00:12:04,670 --> 00:12:03,660 could tell something was going on in the 277 00:12:05,810 --> 00:12:04,680 background they were just sort of 278 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:05,820 waiting for me to go to prison 279 00:12:11,090 --> 00:12:08,130 uh-huh so then I went into prison and 280 00:12:13,340 --> 00:12:11,100 then I did my ate I ate half months 281 00:12:18,020 --> 00:12:13,350 which by the way was much easier than 282 00:12:21,650 --> 00:12:18,030 being in the Sea Org for four years yeah 283 00:12:23,390 --> 00:12:21,660 yeah yeah yeah it is and then and then 284 00:12:24,740 --> 00:12:23,400 so when I got out of prison you know and 285 00:12:26,090 --> 00:12:24,750 I looked at my phone for the FIR cuz you 286 00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:26,100 don't have internet access in prison I 287 00:12:30,470 --> 00:12:27,390 looked at my phone for the first time 288 00:12:33,290 --> 00:12:30,480 you know I had like I don't know 20 or 289 00:12:36,110 --> 00:12:33,300 30 less friends and and a couple of 290 00:12:38,210 --> 00:12:36,120 people had emailed me and said you know 291 00:12:42,250 --> 00:12:38,220 dear Joey I have to disconnect from you 292 00:12:45,590 --> 00:12:42,260 because you you attacked my religion and 293 00:12:46,940 --> 00:12:45,600 you know until you can until you confess 294 00:12:48,950 --> 00:12:46,950 your sins and get your together 295 00:12:50,060 --> 00:12:48,960 basically I don't want to ever have 296 00:12:54,290 --> 00:12:50,070 communication with you anymore 297 00:12:57,110 --> 00:12:54,300 so yeah and people who were people were 298 00:12:59,660 --> 00:12:57,120 suppressive persons they can if they 299 00:13:01,280 --> 00:12:59,670 want to go back to Scientology and get 300 00:13:02,660 --> 00:13:01,290 back in their good graces but they have 301 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:02,670 to crawl back on their hands and knees 302 00:13:06,560 --> 00:13:04,890 and beg for forgiveness and admit that 303 00:13:08,360 --> 00:13:06,570 they did everything wrong and that the 304 00:13:10,070 --> 00:13:08,370 church is not responsible for anything 305 00:13:14,390 --> 00:13:10,080 that happened to them which is never the 306 00:13:16,730 --> 00:13:14,400 case but I will never crawl back to any 307 00:13:18,950 --> 00:13:16,740 of those people ever again okay 308 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:18,960 so this was the point where you 309 00:13:23,570 --> 00:13:21,330 basically decided to leave the church I 310 00:13:25,970 --> 00:13:23,580 would assume that was it yeah well for 311 00:13:28,010 --> 00:13:25,980 first several years prior to that I had 312 00:13:29,570 --> 00:13:28,020 been I think we talked about it in the 313 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:29,580 in the last episode where you know it's 314 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:30,930 sort of like it took years for me to 315 00:13:35,990 --> 00:13:32,610 slowly kind of you know kind of wake up 316 00:13:38,210 --> 00:13:36,000 and realize like looking online and 317 00:13:41,420 --> 00:13:38,220 saying right yes and that that all 318 00:13:42,740 --> 00:13:41,430 started in like 2005 or 2006 is when I 319 00:13:45,769 --> 00:13:42,750 started doing that so 320 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:45,779 so by the time I had gotten to that 321 00:13:49,639 --> 00:13:47,370 point where I was standing in front of 322 00:13:52,369 --> 00:13:49,649 the judge I had already been mentally 323 00:13:55,100 --> 00:13:52,379 out of Scientology for nearly a decade I 324 00:13:57,019 --> 00:13:55,110 would I never said anything about it out 325 00:13:58,850 --> 00:13:57,029 loud because I didn't want to lose my 326 00:14:01,220 --> 00:13:58,860 family so then at that point I was like 327 00:14:02,900 --> 00:14:01,230 you know what what better time is now to 328 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:02,910 like actually tell my truth and talk 329 00:14:09,470 --> 00:14:05,970 about how you know I grew up in this as 330 00:14:11,749 --> 00:14:09,480 as a gay man and a homophobic religion 331 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:11,759 and like you you what you guys are not 332 00:14:17,420 --> 00:14:14,370 gonna put me in the same position ever 333 00:14:20,569 --> 00:14:17,430 again I can talk about whatever I want I 334 00:14:22,610 --> 00:14:20,579 can say you know whoever I want to I I 335 00:14:24,350 --> 00:14:22,620 can say what I want to who to whomever I 336 00:14:26,329 --> 00:14:24,360 want and there's nobody that can stop me 337 00:14:29,030 --> 00:14:26,339 yeah and I'm so angry that like you are 338 00:14:30,889 --> 00:14:29,040 speaking up now and yes I can't imagine 339 00:14:33,470 --> 00:14:30,899 it's easy with the whole disconnection 340 00:14:35,900 --> 00:14:33,480 thing no that's something the church 341 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:35,910 still denies up until today am i correct 342 00:14:41,660 --> 00:14:38,970 yeah which is ridiculous because Hubbard 343 00:14:44,329 --> 00:14:41,670 wrote it he he specifically wrote it he 344 00:14:48,860 --> 00:14:44,339 said if you encounter a suppressive 345 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:48,870 person you have to a handle them or B 346 00:14:52,730 --> 00:14:50,970 disconnect from them I mean it's in 347 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:52,740 black and white he says it very clearly 348 00:14:57,290 --> 00:14:55,410 and he specifically says it's like if 349 00:15:00,439 --> 00:14:57,300 you have an SP kick him out of the 350 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:00,449 church that's it and the church enforces 351 00:15:04,490 --> 00:15:02,850 this and the fact that they deny it or 352 00:15:05,990 --> 00:15:04,500 the fact that they say oh no it's blown 353 00:15:07,999 --> 00:15:06,000 out of its it's like blown out of 354 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:08,009 proportion or something like that I hear 355 00:15:13,369 --> 00:15:10,410 stories every day I still get phone 356 00:15:15,439 --> 00:15:13,379 calls and emails from people on a fairly 357 00:15:16,939 --> 00:15:15,449 regular basis you know kids that I went 358 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:16,949 to school with and grew up with or 359 00:15:24,170 --> 00:15:19,850 perfect or perfect strangers who say 360 00:15:26,210 --> 00:15:24,180 they cannot they want to speak out 361 00:15:27,980 --> 00:15:26,220 against Scientology but they're afraid 362 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:27,990 to because they know if they do they're 363 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:29,490 gonna lose their family and I'm like 364 00:15:33,559 --> 00:15:31,290 listen I feel sorry for you because I 365 00:15:34,879 --> 00:15:33,569 was in that exact same position and it's 366 00:15:36,259 --> 00:15:34,889 one of those things it's it's almost 367 00:15:37,939 --> 00:15:36,269 like if you're gay and you're coming out 368 00:15:40,100 --> 00:15:37,949 of the closet it's like you have to do 369 00:15:42,860 --> 00:15:40,110 it yourself right I can't know for you 370 00:15:43,939 --> 00:15:42,870 yep I can't I can't you know and it's 371 00:15:45,799 --> 00:15:43,949 like people are gonna do what they're 372 00:15:47,240 --> 00:15:45,809 gonna do and but again I was in that 373 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:47,250 same position for a very very long time 374 00:15:52,790 --> 00:15:49,050 so I know how they feel but it's like 375 00:15:54,650 --> 00:15:52,800 until they actually speak out and until 376 00:15:56,210 --> 00:15:54,660 they actually speak their truth they're 377 00:15:58,340 --> 00:15:56,220 never really gonna be full 378 00:16:00,650 --> 00:15:58,350 be happy right yes sir yes they're gonna 379 00:16:02,270 --> 00:16:00,660 lose their parents and you know some of 380 00:16:03,410 --> 00:16:02,280 them still work for their parents like I 381 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:03,420 used to do and some of them are gonna 382 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:04,890 lose their jobs and their and their 383 00:16:09,440 --> 00:16:07,710 livelihood so I get it I get why you why 384 00:16:11,750 --> 00:16:09,450 you can't say anything but yeah that's 385 00:16:13,880 --> 00:16:11,760 yeah like I can't even imagine for the 386 00:16:16,760 --> 00:16:13,890 people still suffering through that and 387 00:16:18,350 --> 00:16:16,770 going through that and you know the 388 00:16:20,870 --> 00:16:18,360 whole idea of the suppressive person 389 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:20,880 Joey is another part of this mhm and 390 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:24,210 it's it's something that I gotta ask you 391 00:16:35,420 --> 00:16:26,370 about with your parents yes score 392 00:16:35,870 --> 00:16:35,430 busting you knew I was going to little 393 00:16:38,120 --> 00:16:35,880 famous 394 00:16:40,670 --> 00:16:38,130 insight a little bit and and in the 395 00:16:42,650 --> 00:16:40,680 mainstream yeah a little bit doing 396 00:16:45,470 --> 00:16:42,660 what's called squirrel busting please 397 00:16:50,420 --> 00:16:45,480 tell me about what this is and yes what 398 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:50,430 it okay why it's used so another regular 399 00:16:55,340 --> 00:16:53,610 English word that Hubbard took and put a 400 00:16:58,040 --> 00:16:55,350 completely different meaning on it the 401 00:17:01,900 --> 00:16:58,050 day the definition of the word squirrel 402 00:17:05,060 --> 00:17:01,910 in Scientology is somebody that is using 403 00:17:07,090 --> 00:17:05,070 Scientology technology you know in a 404 00:17:09,710 --> 00:17:07,100 different way or using it without 405 00:17:12,380 --> 00:17:09,720 authorization so like let's say that 406 00:17:15,590 --> 00:17:12,390 let's say that now I decide to audit you 407 00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:15,600 Ryan on some Scientology technology that 408 00:17:21,020 --> 00:17:18,510 would make me a squirrel because I'm a 409 00:17:23,830 --> 00:17:21,030 suppressive person and I would be giving 410 00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:23,840 you auditing outside of the authorized 411 00:17:29,300 --> 00:17:26,790 area of Scientology or if I was giving 412 00:17:30,560 --> 00:17:29,310 you Scientology auditing or teaching you 413 00:17:33,080 --> 00:17:30,570 Scientology things that were completely 414 00:17:35,990 --> 00:17:33,090 wrong that's a squirrel so a squirrel 415 00:17:37,970 --> 00:17:36,000 Buster is somebody like my parents who 416 00:17:40,550 --> 00:17:37,980 goes to people who they know are 417 00:17:42,230 --> 00:17:40,560 squirrels and they try to call them out 418 00:17:44,810 --> 00:17:42,240 on their so what they were 419 00:17:47,050 --> 00:17:44,820 doing is they were going after this guy 420 00:17:49,010 --> 00:17:47,060 who was a very well-known 421 00:17:51,350 --> 00:17:49,020 ex-scientologists and Exia remember his 422 00:17:53,900 --> 00:17:51,360 name is Marty Rathbun Marty Rathbun was 423 00:17:56,030 --> 00:17:53,910 the number two guy in Scientology for a 424 00:17:57,800 --> 00:17:56,040 very long time he was David Miscavige 425 00:17:59,630 --> 00:17:57,810 his right-hand man and then he ended up 426 00:18:01,430 --> 00:17:59,640 leaving oh I don't know maybe like 10 427 00:18:02,420 --> 00:18:01,440 years ago or something like that he 428 00:18:05,540 --> 00:18:02,430 ended up leaving the Church of 429 00:18:08,180 --> 00:18:05,550 Scientology and he became a an outspoken 430 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:08,190 critic for a little while and he ended 431 00:18:12,470 --> 00:18:09,690 up moving to Texas 432 00:18:14,480 --> 00:18:12,480 and doing his own Scientology thing 433 00:18:17,210 --> 00:18:14,490 basically means like he was being an 434 00:18:18,409 --> 00:18:17,220 auditor to other people outside the 435 00:18:20,389 --> 00:18:18,419 confines of the Church of Scientology 436 00:18:22,940 --> 00:18:20,399 and the church didn't like that so they 437 00:18:24,769 --> 00:18:22,950 sent people to his house regular public 438 00:18:26,869 --> 00:18:24,779 Scientologists like my parents they 439 00:18:28,850 --> 00:18:26,879 would send him to his house to basically 440 00:18:30,649 --> 00:18:28,860 just harass the out of him and they 441 00:18:32,450 --> 00:18:30,659 had these little hats and t-shirts made 442 00:18:35,450 --> 00:18:32,460 that say squirrel Buster's on them and 443 00:18:37,430 --> 00:18:35,460 they go they they they go to Marty 444 00:18:39,139 --> 00:18:37,440 Rathbun's house with cameras and you 445 00:18:42,139 --> 00:18:39,149 know what are you doing Marty your 446 00:18:43,700 --> 00:18:42,149 your-your-your squirreling Scientology 447 00:18:45,919 --> 00:18:43,710 technology and like they would just 448 00:18:47,240 --> 00:18:45,929 literally go just to harass them in fact 449 00:18:48,649 --> 00:18:47,250 what they did was is they bought the 450 00:18:50,810 --> 00:18:48,659 house or they rented the house across 451 00:18:53,539 --> 00:18:50,820 the street from where Marty lived and 452 00:18:56,389 --> 00:18:53,549 they had they had cameras pointing at 453 00:18:58,730 --> 00:18:56,399 his house 24/7 to monitor him they 454 00:19:01,220 --> 00:18:58,740 followed him places so the church of 455 00:19:04,460 --> 00:19:01,230 course found out that he was coming to 456 00:19:06,830 --> 00:19:04,470 Los Angeles which by the way they have 457 00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:06,840 Sea Org members that work for several 458 00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:08,610 different airlines as undercover 459 00:19:12,379 --> 00:19:10,409 operatives so that they can keep track 460 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:12,389 of so that they can keep track of 461 00:19:18,259 --> 00:19:15,090 people's airline itineraries it's like a 462 00:19:20,570 --> 00:19:18,269 man it's really creepy so so of course 463 00:19:22,879 --> 00:19:20,580 the church knew like Oh Marty is coming 464 00:19:26,119 --> 00:19:22,889 to LA and they went to my parents and 465 00:19:29,419 --> 00:19:26,129 were like hey easy and Mary Ann we want 466 00:19:30,860 --> 00:19:29,429 you to go to LAX and confront Marty we 467 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:30,870 want you to go and we want you to harass 468 00:19:34,669 --> 00:19:33,330 them we want you to try to like make him 469 00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:34,679 feel sorry for the things that he's 470 00:19:39,499 --> 00:19:36,450 doing we want to try to like do this and 471 00:19:41,269 --> 00:19:39,509 of course Marty carries a camera with 472 00:19:43,220 --> 00:19:41,279 him everywhere he goes because he knows 473 00:19:44,299 --> 00:19:43,230 that he's going to get harassed so is 474 00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:44,309 each eight came up to have a 475 00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:45,690 conversation and he's you know 476 00:19:48,799 --> 00:19:47,250 completing that he's just a guy who 477 00:19:51,169 --> 00:19:48,809 wants to have a straight conversation 478 00:19:52,610 --> 00:19:51,179 knowing our try flight reservations and 479 00:19:53,900 --> 00:19:52,620 he thinks it's really cool you think 480 00:19:55,610 --> 00:19:53,910 this is really cool 481 00:19:58,190 --> 00:19:55,620 do you think this is every quarter do 482 00:20:00,050 --> 00:19:58,200 you think this is really cool here oh 483 00:20:03,050 --> 00:20:00,060 you don't here is it's all you 484 00:20:05,300 --> 00:20:03,060 won't show it's all the bottom 485 00:20:08,030 --> 00:20:05,310 line is just where are you going 486 00:20:10,910 --> 00:20:08,040 the church is expanding like Texas as 487 00:20:11,540 --> 00:20:10,920 you okay hell no what are you gonna do 488 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:11,550 that 489 00:20:19,260 --> 00:20:15,370 why do you care I always care 490 00:20:19,270 --> 00:20:24,800 who the devil is really 491 00:20:24,810 --> 00:20:32,170 what are you gonna do adjustable 492 00:20:32,180 --> 00:20:42,550 because I see what I see I have the 493 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:55,480 winds that are 494 00:20:55,490 --> 00:20:59,010 delivery 495 00:21:04,210 --> 00:21:01,660 so the whole thing is on YouTube and the 496 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:04,220 whole thing is on video and I watched it 497 00:21:09,130 --> 00:21:06,890 while I was still technically in 498 00:21:11,940 --> 00:21:09,140 Scientology but I was under the radar I 499 00:21:15,250 --> 00:21:11,950 was full Abra Gaston I could not believe 500 00:21:17,650 --> 00:21:15,260 and it still boggles my mind to this day 501 00:21:19,630 --> 00:21:17,660 that people in Scientology think that 502 00:21:22,180 --> 00:21:19,640 this actually does anything it just 503 00:21:24,220 --> 00:21:22,190 makes them look creepy and stupid yeah 504 00:21:26,530 --> 00:21:24,230 there's so when they go under you know 505 00:21:29,110 --> 00:21:26,540 yeah we've there's so many videos of 506 00:21:31,330 --> 00:21:29,120 them doing this yeah yeah and it's like 507 00:21:33,370 --> 00:21:31,340 you guys you're doing the opposite of 508 00:21:35,530 --> 00:21:33,380 what you should be doing it makes the it 509 00:21:38,140 --> 00:21:35,540 makes the Church of Scientology and it 510 00:21:41,410 --> 00:21:38,150 makes Scientologists themselves look 511 00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:41,420 like they're insane one honey - stop you 512 00:21:46,330 --> 00:21:43,010 know they need to stop doing it but of 513 00:21:48,340 --> 00:21:46,340 course Hubbard said never defend always 514 00:21:49,570 --> 00:21:48,350 attack and that's what they're going off 515 00:21:51,970 --> 00:21:49,580 of they're going off of Hubbard's 516 00:21:54,970 --> 00:21:51,980 writings because everything that he says 517 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:54,980 is is the it is the truth and there's no 518 00:21:58,450 --> 00:21:57,050 way you can alter it well there you go I 519 00:22:00,880 --> 00:21:58,460 mean you gotta hand it to them they're 520 00:22:03,150 --> 00:22:00,890 sticking to - they're sticking with a 521 00:22:06,940 --> 00:22:03,160 gun quite a quote scripture yeah Wow 522 00:22:09,370 --> 00:22:06,950 okay so another big question people have 523 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:09,380 about Scientology is the money aspect 524 00:22:13,870 --> 00:22:11,810 I've had it oh yeah a lot of my 525 00:22:15,700 --> 00:22:13,880 listeners were interested in that so 526 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:15,710 with your experience in knowledge how 527 00:22:20,890 --> 00:22:19,130 how much does it really cost in this 528 00:22:23,170 --> 00:22:20,900 religion why is it so damn expensive 529 00:22:25,570 --> 00:22:23,180 from like what we've heard from members 530 00:22:28,630 --> 00:22:25,580 where does all that yeah go Kelly do you 531 00:22:30,730 --> 00:22:28,640 have any well yes I do 532 00:22:32,620 --> 00:22:30,740 because I myself have donated a lot of 533 00:22:34,570 --> 00:22:32,630 money and my and my parents have donated 534 00:22:37,930 --> 00:22:34,580 millions of dollars to this criminal 535 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:37,940 organization so money money for them is 536 00:22:42,010 --> 00:22:39,290 the thing that makes the world go round 537 00:22:43,780 --> 00:22:42,020 they have these big giant fancy 538 00:22:45,340 --> 00:22:43,790 buildings you know that they're 539 00:22:47,050 --> 00:22:45,350 renovating all over the world 540 00:22:48,190 --> 00:22:47,060 which of course nobody is in they're 541 00:22:50,020 --> 00:22:48,200 mostly empty because there's not very 542 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:50,030 many Scientologists at the moment a lot 543 00:22:54,610 --> 00:22:52,010 of them have left but also Scientology 544 00:22:57,760 --> 00:22:54,620 is just the the the courses and the 545 00:23:00,100 --> 00:22:57,770 auditing are so expensive and the reason 546 00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:00,110 why if you ask someone from Scientology 547 00:23:03,490 --> 00:23:02,240 they will tell you oh well you know the 548 00:23:05,710 --> 00:23:03,500 reason why it's so expensive is because 549 00:23:09,370 --> 00:23:05,720 we need to make sure that the technology 550 00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:09,380 is kept exactly / Hubbard's orders and 551 00:23:12,460 --> 00:23:11,150 make sure that it's that it's delivered 552 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:12,470 exactly the way it's suppose 553 00:23:15,700 --> 00:23:14,450 to be and stuff and I get that but when 554 00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:15,710 you look at the fact that Sea Org 555 00:23:19,480 --> 00:23:17,570 members are getting paid slave labor 556 00:23:22,750 --> 00:23:19,490 wages they're getting paid fifty or 557 00:23:25,120 --> 00:23:22,760 sixty bucks a week the the auditing has 558 00:23:28,149 --> 00:23:25,130 been there the technology has been there 559 00:23:30,909 --> 00:23:28,159 for decades yet they still publish oh 560 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:30,919 look we we just discovered another book 561 00:23:34,380 --> 00:23:32,330 or we just discovered another lecture 562 00:23:38,380 --> 00:23:34,390 and they print out these really glossy 563 00:23:41,020 --> 00:23:38,390 fancy looking books and lectures on CDs 564 00:23:44,500 --> 00:23:41,030 and things like that so the majority of 565 00:23:47,020 --> 00:23:44,510 the money is going to well first of all 566 00:23:49,210 --> 00:23:47,030 let me just add this first the courses 567 00:23:51,039 --> 00:23:49,220 in the auditing themselves to get from 568 00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:51,049 the purification rundown which is at the 569 00:23:55,149 --> 00:23:53,330 very first step on the bridge all the 570 00:23:56,620 --> 00:23:55,159 way up to the top of the bridge that 571 00:23:59,440 --> 00:23:56,630 they can deliver at the moment which is 572 00:24:00,610 --> 00:23:59,450 ot8 costs about two hundred and fifty 573 00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:00,620 thousand dollars total 574 00:24:05,710 --> 00:24:03,530 that's only that's only for the auditing 575 00:24:08,140 --> 00:24:05,720 and the courses that you need to take to 576 00:24:10,930 --> 00:24:08,150 get there yes that is really really 577 00:24:13,690 --> 00:24:10,940 expensive but that does not include the 578 00:24:15,549 --> 00:24:13,700 donations the the the voluntary 579 00:24:17,799 --> 00:24:15,559 donations that you have to make all the 580 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:17,809 way up the for example when you get to 581 00:24:23,260 --> 00:24:21,010 flag when you get to the the the 582 00:24:24,520 --> 00:24:23,270 spiritual headquarters that are located 583 00:24:26,950 --> 00:24:24,530 in Clearwater Florida 584 00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:26,960 let's say you just finished OT three or 585 00:24:30,850 --> 00:24:29,270 ot four at the big blue building and 586 00:24:33,279 --> 00:24:30,860 you're like oh I want to go to flag to 587 00:24:36,700 --> 00:24:33,289 do ot five six and seven you get there 588 00:24:38,950 --> 00:24:36,710 and you are pounced on from people who 589 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:38,960 are trying to suck money out of you they 590 00:24:45,070 --> 00:24:41,090 they have so many different offshoot 591 00:24:47,289 --> 00:24:45,080 organizations that do various different 592 00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:47,299 like what they call social betterment 593 00:24:51,100 --> 00:24:49,490 activities they have the way to 594 00:24:53,380 --> 00:24:51,110 happiness foundation that that 595 00:24:56,380 --> 00:24:53,390 distributes Hubbard's book called the 596 00:24:58,570 --> 00:24:56,390 way to happiness to places where there's 597 00:25:00,190 --> 00:24:58,580 a lot of violence they have the the 598 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:00,200 world Institute of Scientology 599 00:25:04,779 --> 00:25:01,970 enterprises which uses Scientology 600 00:25:06,100 --> 00:25:04,789 technology and businesses they have the 601 00:25:08,500 --> 00:25:06,110 Association for better living in 602 00:25:11,110 --> 00:25:08,510 education which does like teaching poor 603 00:25:12,460 --> 00:25:11,120 kids how to read or stuff like that so 604 00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:12,470 like there's all these things that you 605 00:25:16,060 --> 00:25:14,390 can donate to they have the the 606 00:25:17,500 --> 00:25:16,070 International Association of 607 00:25:19,090 --> 00:25:17,510 Scientologists which is a membership 608 00:25:20,350 --> 00:25:19,100 that everybody is required to be a 609 00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:20,360 member of if you want to be a 610 00:25:24,340 --> 00:25:22,850 Scientologist but they pressure you so 611 00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:24,350 hard to keep doing all these donations 612 00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:25,850 and just giving them more and more 613 00:25:30,520 --> 00:25:28,490 more more money eventually to answer 614 00:25:32,409 --> 00:25:30,530 your question all of the money ends up 615 00:25:35,830 --> 00:25:32,419 going straight to the top to where David 616 00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:35,840 Miscavige's and it gets put into a giant 617 00:25:39,940 --> 00:25:38,480 basically like a giant war chest because 618 00:25:41,740 --> 00:25:39,950 there's so many lawsuits against 619 00:25:44,470 --> 00:25:41,750 Scientology and they have to pay an 620 00:25:47,260 --> 00:25:44,480 enormous amount of money to lawyers and 621 00:25:48,930 --> 00:25:47,270 and and and people too that can protect 622 00:25:53,110 --> 00:25:48,940 them from attacks and things like that 623 00:25:56,650 --> 00:25:53,120 what they think are so-called attacks 624 00:25:59,230 --> 00:25:56,660 and people who even the smaller churches 625 00:26:01,029 --> 00:25:59,240 of Scientology they have to pay weekly 626 00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:01,039 fees that go all the way up to the top 627 00:26:05,500 --> 00:26:02,990 where David Miscavige is up at the top 628 00:26:07,570 --> 00:26:05,510 of the of the of the upper echelons just 629 00:26:09,580 --> 00:26:07,580 just to use the Scientology technology 630 00:26:11,740 --> 00:26:09,590 none of it is free for them either 631 00:26:13,299 --> 00:26:11,750 so the parishioner comes in the person 632 00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:13,309 who comes in and pays them money a 633 00:26:17,350 --> 00:26:15,770 portion of that has to go up so it's 634 00:26:20,289 --> 00:26:17,360 sort of like it just keeps going up the 635 00:26:22,060 --> 00:26:20,299 up the chain of the chain of command 636 00:26:24,190 --> 00:26:22,070 eventually it all ends up in David 637 00:26:25,630 --> 00:26:24,200 Miscavige's pocket he gets the he's the 638 00:26:27,730 --> 00:26:25,640 only ceiling member that gets the 639 00:26:31,630 --> 00:26:27,740 private jets he's the only see remember 640 00:26:33,460 --> 00:26:31,640 that gets the multiple houses and condos 641 00:26:35,620 --> 00:26:33,470 all over the world he's the only see 642 00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:35,630 remember that gets his suits you know 643 00:26:40,029 --> 00:26:37,010 that are tailored by like some of the 644 00:26:41,830 --> 00:26:40,039 most expensive tailors in Italy you know 645 00:26:43,630 --> 00:26:41,840 even though he's really even though he's 646 00:26:44,950 --> 00:26:43,640 really short and doesn't and doesn't 647 00:26:47,799 --> 00:26:44,960 require a lot of material it's still 648 00:26:51,820 --> 00:26:47,809 expensive Scientology has now come of 649 00:26:53,770 --> 00:26:51,830 age and our footprint is massively more 650 00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:53,780 over our presence will soon grow even 651 00:26:59,500 --> 00:26:56,690 greater with still more ideal orgs but 652 00:27:02,220 --> 00:26:59,510 let's not forget what power Scientology 653 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:02,230 is the one-on-one contact we're in a 654 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:05,210 Scientologist touches that secret 655 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:07,970 chamber in every human heart where 656 00:27:13,750 --> 00:27:11,510 freedom beckons so if ever there was a 657 00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:13,760 time to call yourself a Scientologist in 658 00:27:18,279 --> 00:27:15,850 the most consummate sense of the word 659 00:27:21,070 --> 00:27:18,289 ascending the bridge with resolute 660 00:27:23,980 --> 00:27:21,080 intention supporting ideal orgs with 661 00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:23,990 equal resolution and immersing 662 00:27:30,250 --> 00:27:25,850 yourselves in any of our sectors or 663 00:27:32,799 --> 00:27:30,260 campaigns well that time is now yeah 664 00:27:35,710 --> 00:27:32,809 dude I mean this the whole story of 665 00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:35,720 David Miscavige I read his father's book 666 00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:37,170 about him and like how 667 00:27:41,270 --> 00:27:40,170 came to power and took over the the 668 00:27:43,310 --> 00:27:41,280 church and everything that's a whole 669 00:27:45,500 --> 00:27:43,320 other story which we won't get into yeah 670 00:27:46,970 --> 00:27:45,510 but his own father his own father says 671 00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:46,980 he's a piece of and he's spoken 672 00:27:52,910 --> 00:27:50,490 again so it's crazy yeah at age 16 David 673 00:27:54,620 --> 00:27:52,920 Miscavige joins the Sea Org the 674 00:27:56,450 --> 00:27:54,630 religious order of the church and 675 00:27:59,330 --> 00:27:56,460 develops a close relationship with 676 00:28:02,210 --> 00:27:59,340 Church founder l ron Hubbard in 1986 677 00:28:05,090 --> 00:28:02,220 when Hubbard dies David takes control 678 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:05,100 taking the title chairman of the board 679 00:28:10,220 --> 00:28:07,890 by this time David's father ron has also 680 00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:10,230 joined the sea or pretty quickly Ron 681 00:28:15,790 --> 00:28:13,170 says he notices his son's sharp edge to 682 00:28:19,010 --> 00:28:15,800 new management style David his backstage 683 00:28:22,940 --> 00:28:19,020 literally tearing me apart verbally for 684 00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:22,950 55 minutes cursing yelling screaming at 685 00:28:27,350 --> 00:28:24,810 me one night at a church event in the 686 00:28:29,540 --> 00:28:27,360 late 1980s where Ron is performing he 687 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:29,550 says David gives him an extended tongue 688 00:28:33,950 --> 00:28:31,890 lashing with other people looking on 689 00:28:36,470 --> 00:28:33,960 what he's screaming at you do you ever 690 00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:36,480 think I changed this guy's diapers no 691 00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:36,960 kidding 692 00:28:41,090 --> 00:28:39,090 of course I did have you ever met 693 00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:41,100 Miscavige I mean I know many times 694 00:28:47,530 --> 00:28:43,650 pretty far up there really okay well 695 00:28:52,340 --> 00:28:50,390 do you enjoy true stories of the 696 00:28:54,980 --> 00:28:52,350 supernatural from the people who 697 00:28:58,130 --> 00:28:54,990 experienced it well then you might like 698 00:29:01,100 --> 00:28:58,140 my show Jim Harold's campfire hi I'm Jim 699 00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:01,110 and we've been doing the show since 2009 700 00:29:06,800 --> 00:29:03,840 and we talk about ghosts cryptic 701 00:29:08,720 --> 00:29:06,810 creatures UFOs head scratchers you name 702 00:29:11,060 --> 00:29:08,730 it and you tune in and you might hear a 703 00:29:14,390 --> 00:29:11,070 story like this one and as he was 704 00:29:17,870 --> 00:29:14,400 driving home he encountered a shadow 705 00:29:21,170 --> 00:29:17,880 person who seemed to be dressed like a 706 00:29:24,170 --> 00:29:21,180 monk I know that sounds very strange but 707 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:24,180 it was a solid black form and it was 708 00:29:29,890 --> 00:29:26,130 wearing a hooded cloak 709 00:29:33,740 --> 00:29:29,900 tied at the waist with the cloak up and 710 00:29:37,330 --> 00:29:33,750 it had glowing red eyes he sees this 711 00:29:40,370 --> 00:29:37,340 thing coming out of a really teeny 712 00:29:42,230 --> 00:29:40,380 abandoned Cemetery if you haven't tuned 713 00:29:45,170 --> 00:29:42,240 in I hope you'll check us out you can 714 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:45,180 find us on Apple podcasts Spotify and 715 00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:47,970 wherever podcasts are heard it's Jim 716 00:29:53,630 --> 00:29:50,610 Harold's campfire and you can find it at 717 00:29:58,820 --> 00:29:53,640 Harold calm thanks so much and stay 718 00:30:01,370 --> 00:29:58,830 spooky well this was back in that like 719 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:01,380 the late 90s in the in the early 2000s 720 00:30:05,150 --> 00:30:02,850 because of who my parents are 721 00:30:08,930 --> 00:30:05,160 he was very very nice to me he was very 722 00:30:11,390 --> 00:30:08,940 nice to me he's extremely like I said 723 00:30:14,930 --> 00:30:11,400 before he's extremely short he's very 724 00:30:17,930 --> 00:30:14,940 intense but he has the type of 725 00:30:20,270 --> 00:30:17,940 personality that when you're when you're 726 00:30:21,830 --> 00:30:20,280 talking to him he makes you feel like 727 00:30:25,250 --> 00:30:21,840 you're the only person in the room so I 728 00:30:27,740 --> 00:30:25,260 can see how he can be very very charming 729 00:30:30,260 --> 00:30:27,750 but then years later I learned that he 730 00:30:32,330 --> 00:30:30,270 has a very violent side I mean he 731 00:30:35,419 --> 00:30:32,340 physically beat the out of so on 732 00:30:37,130 --> 00:30:35,429 multiple occasions I mean just beat the 733 00:30:39,260 --> 00:30:37,140 living out of some of the other 734 00:30:40,930 --> 00:30:39,270 Scientology executives and stuff and you 735 00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:40,940 would never know it unless you actually 736 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:43,710 saw it because in person when I met him 737 00:30:51,169 --> 00:30:46,890 he was he's a very has a very intense 738 00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:51,179 glare and stared to his eyes so yeah 739 00:30:55,940 --> 00:30:53,730 yeah it's really really creepy I've 740 00:30:58,100 --> 00:30:55,950 heard those testimonies from some of his 741 00:31:01,400 --> 00:30:58,110 higher-ups about what he's done so yeah 742 00:31:03,740 --> 00:31:01,410 yes I can't imagine you know where that 743 00:31:06,110 --> 00:31:03,750 all is right now but I did have a lot of 744 00:31:08,690 --> 00:31:06,120 listeners also asked what are your 745 00:31:11,060 --> 00:31:08,700 theories about his wife that's not the 746 00:31:12,890 --> 00:31:11,070 other whole mysterious thing like no 747 00:31:15,260 --> 00:31:12,900 one's seen or heard from this woman in 748 00:31:19,220 --> 00:31:15,270 like 10 years or so Shelly Miscavige 749 00:31:22,220 --> 00:31:19,230 yeah well my theory is that she's she's 750 00:31:24,620 --> 00:31:22,230 in the same position as anybody else in 751 00:31:27,020 --> 00:31:24,630 the in the see organization that has 752 00:31:29,810 --> 00:31:27,030 gotten into severe ethics trouble she's 753 00:31:31,909 --> 00:31:29,820 being kept under watch she's probably at 754 00:31:33,799 --> 00:31:31,919 their secret base up it I mean the rumor 755 00:31:36,230 --> 00:31:33,809 is is that she's being held up at the 756 00:31:37,730 --> 00:31:36,240 secret base in Twin Peaks which is like 757 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:37,740 way up in the San Bernardino Mountains 758 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:39,570 here in Southern California they have a 759 00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:41,850 secret base up there Leah I think Leah 760 00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:44,250 Remini and Mike in some time in their 761 00:31:48,110 --> 00:31:46,290 last season they actually drove up there 762 00:31:50,539 --> 00:31:48,120 and you can just google it and like look 763 00:31:53,450 --> 00:31:50,549 at and like look at pictures of it but 764 00:31:55,370 --> 00:31:53,460 she's being held somewhere because she 765 00:31:58,610 --> 00:31:55,380 was that she was the queen of 766 00:32:01,040 --> 00:31:58,620 Scientology if Dave was there at any 767 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:01,050 event that I went to Shelly was by his 768 00:32:06,860 --> 00:32:04,530 side and she was there talking to us and 769 00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:06,870 and take and taking care of him like 770 00:32:12,650 --> 00:32:09,690 that was her full-time job was was being 771 00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:12,660 his assistant and then like Leah said 772 00:32:16,670 --> 00:32:14,850 many many times she just disappeared she 773 00:32:17,990 --> 00:32:16,680 filed a missing-persons report and then 774 00:32:20,990 --> 00:32:18,000 the police came back and they were like 775 00:32:23,210 --> 00:32:21,000 this report is unfounded so they so we 776 00:32:25,370 --> 00:32:23,220 assume that somebody talked to her but 777 00:32:26,690 --> 00:32:25,380 again it's like people who say that oh 778 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:26,700 you know she's being held against her 779 00:32:31,580 --> 00:32:28,130 will and stuff like that no she's not 780 00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:31,590 she is so brainwashed and she's so 781 00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:34,170 afraid of saying anything negative about 782 00:32:37,460 --> 00:32:36,570 David Miscavige or about about 783 00:32:40,580 --> 00:32:37,470 Scientology 784 00:32:42,860 --> 00:32:40,590 if the police showed up and talked to 785 00:32:44,390 --> 00:32:42,870 her she would say what did what the hell 786 00:32:45,770 --> 00:32:44,400 are you talking about I'm not being held 787 00:32:48,230 --> 00:32:45,780 I'm not being held against my will 788 00:32:50,990 --> 00:32:48,240 yeah I'm perfectly fine it's the same 789 00:32:53,570 --> 00:32:51,000 thing like if the FBI or some government 790 00:32:55,850 --> 00:32:53,580 agency decided to do a raid on any on 791 00:32:58,070 --> 00:32:55,860 any Church of Scientology where people 792 00:33:00,230 --> 00:32:58,080 are being held under watch they would do 793 00:33:02,300 --> 00:33:00,240 the same thing they ninety-nine percent 794 00:33:03,020 --> 00:33:02,310 of the people would be oh I'm not being 795 00:33:05,930 --> 00:33:03,030 held against my will 796 00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:05,940 I'm I'm here of my own volition you know 797 00:33:09,290 --> 00:33:07,770 this is my religion because that's what 798 00:33:12,260 --> 00:33:09,300 you're trained to do the the 799 00:33:14,330 --> 00:33:12,270 brainwashing and the mental conditioning 800 00:33:18,470 --> 00:33:14,340 that you go through you protect the 801 00:33:21,770 --> 00:33:18,480 church above and beyond all costs Church 802 00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:21,780 first individual seconds so I'm sure 803 00:33:25,730 --> 00:33:23,130 that that's where she is I'm sure she's 804 00:33:28,430 --> 00:33:25,740 still completely brainwashed and she's 805 00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:28,440 really really scared of of ever speaking 806 00:33:32,060 --> 00:33:29,610 out she doesn't think she ever has a 807 00:33:33,830 --> 00:33:32,070 life outside of Scientology mm-hmm which 808 00:33:36,260 --> 00:33:33,840 a lot of you know don't and that's why 809 00:33:38,690 --> 00:33:36,270 there are no ready to leave and what I'm 810 00:33:40,490 --> 00:33:38,700 sure members tell them like what life 811 00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:40,500 will you have outside of this year right 812 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:42,810 you've never been educated outside the 813 00:33:45,560 --> 00:33:44,010 right Scientology 814 00:33:48,500 --> 00:33:45,570 you've never worked outside of the 815 00:33:50,450 --> 00:33:48,510 religion like is right that's terrifying 816 00:33:53,450 --> 00:33:50,460 I mean imagine if you were a CEO 817 00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:53,460 remember working at the gold base which 818 00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:55,290 is their international headquarters it's 819 00:33:59,570 --> 00:33:57,210 in it's it's near Palm Springs 820 00:34:01,280 --> 00:33:59,580 mm-hmm it's supposed to be a secret base 821 00:34:03,140 --> 00:34:01,290 but of course nothing nothing is secret 822 00:34:04,670 --> 00:34:03,150 as I told you but imagine if you were 823 00:34:07,850 --> 00:34:04,680 see remember there you grew up in 824 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:07,860 Scientology your parents are our Sea Org 825 00:34:11,149 --> 00:34:09,450 members you don't have a driver's 826 00:34:12,950 --> 00:34:11,159 license you don't have a credit card you 827 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:12,960 have no you have no bank account you 828 00:34:18,020 --> 00:34:15,210 have no credit history where the hell 829 00:34:18,350 --> 00:34:18,030 would you go you know that if you walked 830 00:34:20,630 --> 00:34:18,360 out 831 00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:20,640 front door and never and and never look 832 00:34:25,460 --> 00:34:23,610 back you physically could do it but you 833 00:34:27,230 --> 00:34:25,470 would lose your entire family you would 834 00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:27,240 lose all of your friends if you were 835 00:34:31,700 --> 00:34:29,570 married and your wife was still there 836 00:34:32,510 --> 00:34:31,710 she would know she she would probably 837 00:34:34,010 --> 00:34:32,520 never speak to you again 838 00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:34,020 you literally but starting from scratch 839 00:34:38,510 --> 00:34:36,090 and here you are you know a 30 year old 840 00:34:39,590 --> 00:34:38,520 or 40 year old person it like just 841 00:34:41,570 --> 00:34:39,600 basically just starting out from scratch 842 00:34:43,700 --> 00:34:41,580 I get why people don't leave because 843 00:34:45,710 --> 00:34:43,710 they're really scared to and they're 844 00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:45,720 scared of losing everything their entire 845 00:34:52,010 --> 00:34:49,170 life would be would would be a waste so 846 00:34:53,930 --> 00:34:52,020 I get it I get it - yes which is 847 00:34:56,150 --> 00:34:53,940 unfortunate that we get it oh it's 848 00:34:59,930 --> 00:34:56,160 horrible it's horrible all right well 849 00:35:03,970 --> 00:34:59,940 I'm on a lighter note joy okay a pop 850 00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:03,980 band what oh god what is this 851 00:35:10,370 --> 00:35:07,410 Scientology had their own like in sync 852 00:35:13,070 --> 00:35:10,380 as it were what is this all about in 853 00:35:17,720 --> 00:35:13,080 you're a meddler all right yes yes yes 854 00:35:21,110 --> 00:35:20,420 no it's so I won't make you soon I 855 00:35:23,270 --> 00:35:21,120 promise 856 00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:23,280 thank you please cuz I can't sing very 857 00:35:29,870 --> 00:35:26,660 well so there there's this group called 858 00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:29,880 kids on stage for a better world it was 859 00:35:34,490 --> 00:35:32,760 this group of young Scientology kids 860 00:35:36,410 --> 00:35:34,500 that could sing and dance though it was 861 00:35:39,170 --> 00:35:36,420 sponsored by Celebrity Centre and when I 862 00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:39,180 was a kid they got they got together a 863 00:35:46,370 --> 00:35:42,150 group of like maybe 30 or 40 kids and we 864 00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:46,380 sang songs and we did dances and we did 865 00:35:50,780 --> 00:35:49,410 performances mostly at the celebrity 866 00:35:52,460 --> 00:35:50,790 Center but you know they would send us 867 00:35:54,170 --> 00:35:52,470 out into the community for you you know 868 00:35:56,150 --> 00:35:54,180 like at the at the like they'd send us 869 00:35:58,010 --> 00:35:56,160 to the LA County Fair or they would send 870 00:35:59,720 --> 00:35:58,020 us to you know places where they were 871 00:36:01,130 --> 00:35:59,730 having like big public gatherings and we 872 00:36:12,900 --> 00:36:01,140 would sing songs that were mostly 873 00:36:12,910 --> 00:36:25,250 [Applause] 874 00:36:25,260 --> 00:36:31,020 [Music] 875 00:36:38,620 --> 00:36:35,559 particularly about different lessons or 876 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:38,630 precepts that Hubbard had wrote so it's 877 00:36:43,599 --> 00:36:40,490 just another Scientology front group to 878 00:36:45,579 --> 00:36:43,609 try to to try to put Scientology in the 879 00:36:47,260 --> 00:36:45,589 front line and make a safeguard for it I 880 00:36:49,599 --> 00:36:47,270 guess you know they have a lot of those 881 00:36:51,910 --> 00:36:49,609 things but ya know it was it was it was 882 00:36:55,470 --> 00:36:51,920 a very embarrassing time in my aim and 883 00:36:58,870 --> 00:36:55,480 we've all been there we all have that 884 00:37:03,630 --> 00:36:58,880 Home Videos in my friends basement of us 885 00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:03,640 being WWF wrestlers so that's awesome 886 00:37:08,500 --> 00:37:06,859 yeah yeah exactly and unfortunately a 887 00:37:10,930 --> 00:37:08,510 lot of those videos are still on YouTube 888 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:10,940 so oh man yeah I know what I'm doing 889 00:37:17,589 --> 00:37:15,770 after this anyways alright well I won't 890 00:37:19,299 --> 00:37:17,599 I won't embarrass you too much with that 891 00:37:22,930 --> 00:37:19,309 one again we all know what that feels 892 00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:22,940 like we all know so I guess kind of 893 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:24,710 getting personal with you as an 894 00:37:29,710 --> 00:37:27,650 individual outside of this religion what 895 00:37:32,349 --> 00:37:29,720 would you say to anyone out there who 896 00:37:34,569 --> 00:37:32,359 might be considering Scientology or 897 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:34,579 joining any other organization like this 898 00:37:39,370 --> 00:37:36,530 what is the one thing you would say to 899 00:37:41,950 --> 00:37:39,380 them I would say run as far away as you 900 00:37:44,079 --> 00:37:41,960 possibly can especially with Scientology 901 00:37:45,880 --> 00:37:44,089 because it's like you're gonna spend so 902 00:37:48,460 --> 00:37:45,890 much money you're gonna get sucked into 903 00:37:51,400 --> 00:37:48,470 this cult it's just it's just not worth 904 00:37:53,530 --> 00:37:51,410 it I get that everybody in life is 905 00:37:56,079 --> 00:37:53,540 always looking for spur something 906 00:37:57,370 --> 00:37:56,089 everybody wants the answers they want to 907 00:37:59,079 --> 00:37:57,380 know the meaning of life they want to 908 00:38:00,730 --> 00:37:59,089 know you know like the basic questions 909 00:38:04,180 --> 00:38:00,740 like what is the meaning of life what 910 00:38:05,289 --> 00:38:04,190 happens when I die and you religious 911 00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:05,299 questions like that like is there a 912 00:38:09,819 --> 00:38:06,530 heaven or hell or something like that 913 00:38:11,710 --> 00:38:09,829 and that's something that I think that 914 00:38:13,780 --> 00:38:11,720 people can just figure it out on their 915 00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:13,790 own if you want to study something about 916 00:38:17,559 --> 00:38:15,890 Scientology do it for free on the 917 00:38:19,059 --> 00:38:17,569 internet that's my biggest thing with 918 00:38:22,599 --> 00:38:19,069 Scientology if you wanted to become a 919 00:38:24,190 --> 00:38:22,609 Catholic you go into any Catholic Church 920 00:38:26,289 --> 00:38:24,200 or Protestant Church or whatever you 921 00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:26,299 want to study the materials are there 922 00:38:29,950 --> 00:38:28,490 the bible is free you don't have to pay 923 00:38:31,070 --> 00:38:29,960 money to them if you wanted to study 924 00:38:33,020 --> 00:38:31,080 about Judaism 925 00:38:36,130 --> 00:38:33,030 go to it go to a temple or go to a 926 00:38:39,620 --> 00:38:36,140 synagogue and read the Torah it's free 927 00:38:41,750 --> 00:38:39,630 Scientology charges people for salvation 928 00:38:43,940 --> 00:38:41,760 that's the biggest thing that drives me 929 00:38:46,250 --> 00:38:43,950 crazy I mean you know outside of the 930 00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:46,260 physical abuse and the sexual abuse and 931 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:47,910 the mint and the medical malpractice and 932 00:38:53,810 --> 00:38:51,930 all that stuff but no but but it's the 933 00:38:55,820 --> 00:38:53,820 fact that they charge for it that should 934 00:38:57,680 --> 00:38:55,830 be that should be the thing that makes 935 00:38:59,630 --> 00:38:57,690 you go okay no this is that 936 00:39:01,820 --> 00:38:59,640 should be the guy totally that should be 937 00:39:04,250 --> 00:39:01,830 the completely the biggest one oh yeah 938 00:39:06,050 --> 00:39:04,260 so if you want to study Scientology do 939 00:39:07,790 --> 00:39:06,060 it you can do it for free everything is 940 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:07,800 on the internet you can go to a library 941 00:39:11,210 --> 00:39:09,810 even I'm sure they have a couple older 942 00:39:13,790 --> 00:39:11,220 Scientology books that are still there 943 00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:13,800 who knows who knows so I've seen them 944 00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:16,730 everywhere Elrond yes everywhere 945 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:19,290 everywhere oh yeah that's crazy well I 946 00:39:23,630 --> 00:39:21,330 mean okay so after going through this 947 00:39:25,250 --> 00:39:23,640 entire ordeal for like literally your 948 00:39:27,950 --> 00:39:25,260 entire life joy where do you find 949 00:39:29,780 --> 00:39:27,960 yourself now in terms of like spiritual 950 00:39:33,410 --> 00:39:29,790 beliefs I imagine that must have been a 951 00:39:35,570 --> 00:39:33,420 pretty hard journey to find something 952 00:39:36,530 --> 00:39:35,580 new to believe in after all of it I know 953 00:39:40,370 --> 00:39:36,540 I know 954 00:39:42,470 --> 00:39:40,380 well it's funny cuz it's weird cuz with 955 00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:42,480 my upbringing I was raised Jewish but 956 00:39:47,750 --> 00:39:44,910 also in Scientology which is a which is 957 00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:47,760 which is a really bizarre thing my my 958 00:39:52,850 --> 00:39:49,680 grandparents on my dad's side they were 959 00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:52,860 Orthodox Jews you know so I had a I had 960 00:39:57,590 --> 00:39:55,890 a Bar Mitzvah we used to have Passover 961 00:39:58,790 --> 00:39:57,600 meals every single year we would go to 962 00:40:00,860 --> 00:39:58,800 Temple for the height for the High 963 00:40:02,030 --> 00:40:00,870 Holidays every single year I've always 964 00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:02,040 had to do a little bit of both the 965 00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:04,050 Judaism part of my life we just sort of 966 00:40:07,610 --> 00:40:06,150 did it you know for the for the sake of 967 00:40:09,620 --> 00:40:07,620 my grandparents and for the sake of 968 00:40:12,140 --> 00:40:09,630 tradition but it's really funny too 969 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:12,150 because when I was in prison I became 970 00:40:15,650 --> 00:40:14,130 friends with a lot of the a lot of the 971 00:40:17,630 --> 00:40:15,660 other Jewish inmates there about I don't 972 00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:17,640 know maybe 10 or 12 of us and every 973 00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:19,290 Friday night we would have a Shabbat 974 00:40:22,190 --> 00:40:20,610 dinner which I thought was really 975 00:40:24,890 --> 00:40:22,200 interesting it was actually kind of 976 00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:24,900 enjoyable so I'm not gonna go running 977 00:40:28,580 --> 00:40:26,850 back to a particular original and say 978 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:28,590 like oh I'm like a full blown Jew now 979 00:40:34,310 --> 00:40:31,050 but I think that spiritually I'm at a 980 00:40:36,530 --> 00:40:34,320 place where I I know that I can be happy 981 00:40:38,240 --> 00:40:36,540 and I know that I don't have all the 982 00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:38,250 answers but I'm not gonna go spending 983 00:40:41,420 --> 00:40:39,780 any more time looking through them 984 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:41,430 because I've wasted far too much time 985 00:40:45,710 --> 00:40:43,410 with that already understandable 986 00:40:47,990 --> 00:40:45,720 yeah yeah I mean you know we struggle 987 00:40:51,799 --> 00:40:48,000 with our own problems in the Catholic 988 00:40:54,799 --> 00:40:51,809 Church obviously yeah yeah it's sort of 989 00:40:56,599 --> 00:40:54,809 I I get that you know like justjust do 990 00:40:58,700 --> 00:40:56,609 you that's what I always tell everyone 991 00:41:01,279 --> 00:40:58,710 just do you that's that's great advice 992 00:41:03,109 --> 00:41:01,289 and and and I think that goes for most 993 00:41:05,809 --> 00:41:03,119 other religions too as far as the answer 994 00:41:07,970 --> 00:41:05,819 absolutely well I've got a couple 995 00:41:09,789 --> 00:41:07,980 listener questions here joy before we 996 00:41:14,870 --> 00:41:09,799 kind of wrap things up if you don't mind 997 00:41:17,690 --> 00:41:14,880 sure cool sure sure so Cameron asks 998 00:41:20,150 --> 00:41:17,700 should we be afraid of Scientology or is 999 00:41:22,609 --> 00:41:20,160 it a dying religion it definitely is a 1000 00:41:24,620 --> 00:41:22,619 dying religion there's no reason to be 1001 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:24,630 afraid of it anymore there 1002 00:41:28,249 --> 00:41:26,130 their numbers have dwindled down 1003 00:41:30,529 --> 00:41:28,259 significantly there's hardly anybody 1004 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:30,539 else that's that considers themself a 1005 00:41:34,990 --> 00:41:32,130 Scientologist and thanks to the internet 1006 00:41:38,019 --> 00:41:35,000 you know cuz back in the you know 80s 1007 00:41:40,609 --> 00:41:38,029 and even in the even in the early 90s 1008 00:41:41,930 --> 00:41:40,619 you only saw Scientology for what they 1009 00:41:43,190 --> 00:41:41,940 called themselves or what they said 1010 00:41:44,690 --> 00:41:43,200 about themselves but now you can 1011 00:41:47,390 --> 00:41:44,700 actually see the truth of it there's so 1012 00:41:49,339 --> 00:41:47,400 many YouTube videos where people talk 1013 00:41:51,529 --> 00:41:49,349 with ex-scientologists and like videos 1014 00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:51,539 of people being chased and Pete and 1015 00:41:55,130 --> 00:41:53,130 people doing the squirrel busting as you 1016 00:41:56,930 --> 00:41:55,140 said earlier so yeah no there's nothing 1017 00:41:58,940 --> 00:41:56,940 to be afraid of in Scientology I mean 1018 00:42:00,230 --> 00:41:58,950 they might threaten to sue you or they 1019 00:42:01,609 --> 00:42:00,240 might do this or they might do that but 1020 00:42:04,099 --> 00:42:01,619 they're not gonna get very far any more 1021 00:42:06,499 --> 00:42:04,109 yeah I've been friend to be sued a few 1022 00:42:08,930 --> 00:42:06,509 times now so I'm okay with that yeah 1023 00:42:11,420 --> 00:42:08,940 this who cares yeah who cares right 1024 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:11,430 so Laura asks at what moment did you 1025 00:42:16,900 --> 00:42:13,890 feel freedom from all this what did that 1026 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:16,910 feel like for you that's a good question 1027 00:42:21,349 --> 00:42:19,650 well when I went when I became public 1028 00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:21,359 with the thing that happened in federal 1029 00:42:25,730 --> 00:42:23,730 court that was a very freeing moment for 1030 00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:25,740 me because I was obviously really 1031 00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:27,930 nervous about it because I knew what I 1032 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:29,490 knew what was gonna happen I knew that 1033 00:42:33,109 --> 00:42:30,930 my family would disconnect from me and I 1034 00:42:35,990 --> 00:42:33,119 knew that I would lose most of my former 1035 00:42:38,779 --> 00:42:36,000 Scientology friends but at the same time 1036 00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:38,789 it's like it was sort of like a it it 1037 00:42:43,009 --> 00:42:40,109 was sort of like turning over a new leaf 1038 00:42:45,109 --> 00:42:43,019 for me and it still it it's still very 1039 00:42:46,700 --> 00:42:45,119 scary I'm still you know learning to 1040 00:42:48,319 --> 00:42:46,710 deal with the everyday struggles of life 1041 00:42:50,660 --> 00:42:48,329 because I've never had to deal with that 1042 00:42:52,249 --> 00:42:50,670 before you know on the one hand I would 1043 00:42:54,710 --> 00:42:52,259 always have my parents to fall back on 1044 00:42:56,780 --> 00:42:54,720 and I would also have Scientology to 1045 00:42:58,040 --> 00:42:56,790 have as 1046 00:43:00,530 --> 00:42:58,050 you know it's like a source to try to 1047 00:43:01,940 --> 00:43:00,540 keep me busy despite all of the security 1048 00:43:03,140 --> 00:43:01,950 checking and stuff I thought that it was 1049 00:43:05,090 --> 00:43:03,150 the right thing to do at the time but 1050 00:43:08,710 --> 00:43:05,100 then once I realized it was all 1051 00:43:11,870 --> 00:43:08,720 speaking out about it and the thought of 1052 00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:11,880 maybe helping other people that are in 1053 00:43:16,310 --> 00:43:14,490 my same situation or were in my same 1054 00:43:19,490 --> 00:43:16,320 situation especially people who are 1055 00:43:21,260 --> 00:43:19,500 LGBTQ in Scientology or any other cult 1056 00:43:24,070 --> 00:43:21,270 the feeling that I might be helping by 1057 00:43:27,230 --> 00:43:24,080 speaking out is a huge comfort to me Oh 1058 00:43:28,940 --> 00:43:27,240 huge huge huge huge yeah that's great 1059 00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:28,950 yeah I mean ya can't ask for more than 1060 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:31,650 that to hear that like you can come out 1061 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:35,490 on the other side as an OG pdq from 1062 00:43:39,380 --> 00:43:37,770 something like this like yeah I can 1063 00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:39,390 imagine it's very inspiring for those 1064 00:43:44,810 --> 00:43:42,210 maybe still trapped in it or those who 1065 00:43:47,030 --> 00:43:44,820 you know even outside of Scientology 1066 00:43:49,340 --> 00:43:47,040 just have not come out yet so I know 1067 00:43:50,690 --> 00:43:49,350 that's no great it's great that you can 1068 00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:50,700 find the positives in it for sure 1069 00:43:55,490 --> 00:43:53,610 definitely oh yeah I mean I talked to a 1070 00:43:56,810 --> 00:43:55,500 person who's still I think there's a 1071 00:43:59,120 --> 00:43:56,820 year ago or so I'm like that I talked to 1072 00:44:01,850 --> 00:43:59,130 a person on Facebook who is still in 1073 00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:01,860 Scientology but but is still in the in 1074 00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:04,650 the closet is gay and still in the in 1075 00:44:08,900 --> 00:44:07,290 the closet as a as an anti Scientologist 1076 00:44:11,150 --> 00:44:08,910 and and you know he was he was 1077 00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:11,160 struggling but you know he watched a 1078 00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:13,050 youtube video that I did about it about 1079 00:44:16,550 --> 00:44:14,370 a year ago and he said that that really 1080 00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:16,560 helped him he hopefully will come out on 1081 00:44:20,750 --> 00:44:18,930 both aspects one of these days but you 1082 00:44:23,900 --> 00:44:20,760 know we'll see we'll see what happens 1083 00:44:26,300 --> 00:44:23,910 okay so Shefford asks what is up with 1084 00:44:30,230 --> 00:44:26,310 the underground vaults in New Mexico 1085 00:44:32,690 --> 00:44:30,240 what what is this oh yes so there's this 1086 00:44:34,820 --> 00:44:32,700 thing called the that the Church of 1087 00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:34,830 Scientology does is called preservation 1088 00:44:39,860 --> 00:44:36,930 of the tech project and tech means 1089 00:44:41,990 --> 00:44:39,870 technology like the the writings in the 1090 00:44:43,070 --> 00:44:42,000 scriptures and the and the lectures of 1091 00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:43,080 Scientology and Hubbard 1092 00:44:47,780 --> 00:44:45,690 so Hubbard instructed a long time ago 1093 00:44:50,500 --> 00:44:47,790 that all of his writing and all of his 1094 00:44:53,270 --> 00:44:50,510 lectures be preserved in case of a 1095 00:44:55,010 --> 00:44:53,280 nuclear holocaust or in case the world 1096 00:44:57,860 --> 00:44:55,020 gets hit by an asteroid or comes to an 1097 00:45:00,620 --> 00:44:57,870 end he wants the scientology technology 1098 00:45:02,810 --> 00:45:00,630 to be preserved for thousands and 1099 00:45:05,300 --> 00:45:02,820 thousands of years so over the last 1100 00:45:08,780 --> 00:45:05,310 couple of decades actually they've been 1101 00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:08,790 developing this this preservation 1102 00:45:12,850 --> 00:45:10,530 project where they take 1103 00:45:16,250 --> 00:45:12,860 of his writings that are etched on 1104 00:45:19,570 --> 00:45:16,260 titanium metal plates the plates are 1105 00:45:21,860 --> 00:45:19,580 then put inside of these titanium 1106 00:45:26,270 --> 00:45:21,870 containers that are filled with argon 1107 00:45:29,500 --> 00:45:26,280 gas and put and put into a another 1108 00:45:32,900 --> 00:45:29,510 airtight container his lectures are 1109 00:45:35,870 --> 00:45:32,910 etched onto like nickel and copper 1110 00:45:37,250 --> 00:45:35,880 records and also put into these 1111 00:45:38,720 --> 00:45:37,260 containers and then they put them in 1112 00:45:41,180 --> 00:45:38,730 these underground vaults there's one in 1113 00:45:44,330 --> 00:45:41,190 New Mexico they did a piece on the on 1114 00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:44,340 the preservation project that aired a 1115 00:45:47,930 --> 00:45:45,810 couple of months ago on their 1116 00:45:49,700 --> 00:45:47,940 Scientology TV network so they're not 1117 00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:49,710 hightly they're not hiding the fact that 1118 00:45:53,870 --> 00:45:50,850 they're doing it I'm sure if you went to 1119 00:45:55,910 --> 00:45:53,880 YouTube and you know saw it I mean I'm 1120 00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:55,920 sure you would see it there so basically 1121 00:45:59,560 --> 00:45:57,450 they have these underground vaults 1122 00:46:02,390 --> 00:45:59,570 there's one in New Mexico there's one in 1123 00:46:06,110 --> 00:46:02,400 Arizona I believe but it's basically 1124 00:46:08,510 --> 00:46:06,120 they are preparing for if the worst of 1125 00:46:11,030 --> 00:46:08,520 the worst possibly happens and most of 1126 00:46:13,580 --> 00:46:11,040 humanity is wiped out and they want to 1127 00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:13,590 make sure that Scientology's writings 1128 00:46:18,650 --> 00:46:16,170 and Hubbard's words are available for 1129 00:46:20,810 --> 00:46:18,660 someone to discover at some future date 1130 00:46:23,840 --> 00:46:20,820 and apparently they said that it can 1131 00:46:27,020 --> 00:46:23,850 like these these these type titanium 1132 00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:27,030 cases and things can last up to 5,000 1133 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:29,370 years and cancer and can survive a 1134 00:46:33,620 --> 00:46:31,410 nuclear blast I don't know exactly what 1135 00:46:36,200 --> 00:46:33,630 the numbers are but that's that's what 1136 00:46:38,870 --> 00:46:36,210 that is interesting that's you know I 1137 00:46:41,720 --> 00:46:38,880 kind of get am and like I'm old school I 1138 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:41,730 I still have all my CDs and DVDs because 1139 00:46:49,190 --> 00:46:44,010 I'm telling you this whole cloud thing 1140 00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:49,200 is gonna fall apart someday surprise I 1141 00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:50,970 totally get what they're going for but 1142 00:46:56,300 --> 00:46:53,690 why couldn't we do like Shakespeare or 1143 00:46:57,710 --> 00:46:56,310 write or something something of actual 1144 00:47:00,380 --> 00:46:57,720 importance like all right what if you're 1145 00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:00,390 king yeah oh my god I know it's just 1146 00:47:04,940 --> 00:47:02,930 yeah it's a it's a it but again 1147 00:47:07,520 --> 00:47:04,950 Scientologists are that's where a lot of 1148 00:47:09,020 --> 00:47:07,530 the money is going to they base all of 1149 00:47:11,780 --> 00:47:09,030 their all that stuff is all from 1150 00:47:13,460 --> 00:47:11,790 donations the parishioners have to give 1151 00:47:16,370 --> 00:47:13,470 them millions and millions of dollars to 1152 00:47:19,400 --> 00:47:16,380 buy the property to get the technology 1153 00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:19,410 to each these writings on metal titanium 1154 00:47:23,900 --> 00:47:22,290 plates and the staff too to live there 1155 00:47:25,789 --> 00:47:23,910 and watch over it and store it all 1156 00:47:27,289 --> 00:47:25,799 the thing it's like it's crazy you know 1157 00:47:29,870 --> 00:47:27,299 the whole donations thing I want to 1158 00:47:31,670 --> 00:47:29,880 touch on that in a little bonus patreon 1159 00:47:32,720 --> 00:47:31,680 episode with you if you don't mind in 1160 00:47:35,270 --> 00:47:32,730 just a minute 1161 00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:35,280 oh cool so we're gonna get to that with 1162 00:47:40,490 --> 00:47:37,890 celebrities in Scientology but I've got 1163 00:47:43,190 --> 00:47:40,500 one more listener question for you okay 1164 00:47:45,020 --> 00:47:43,200 Kyle asks what does this symbol of 1165 00:47:47,809 --> 00:47:45,030 Scientology represent I've actually 1166 00:47:49,579 --> 00:47:47,819 never thought about that okay so the 1167 00:47:52,819 --> 00:47:49,589 symbol of Scientology is the two 1168 00:47:54,770 --> 00:47:52,829 triangles with the S through it the S 1169 00:47:59,059 --> 00:47:54,780 obviously stands for Scientology and the 1170 00:48:01,760 --> 00:47:59,069 two triangles are basic their basic 1171 00:48:05,240 --> 00:48:01,770 tenets of Scientology the first triangle 1172 00:48:08,210 --> 00:48:05,250 is called the AR C triangle and the AR C 1173 00:48:13,549 --> 00:48:08,220 stands for affinity reality and 1174 00:48:16,099 --> 00:48:13,559 communication so the AR C triangle is a 1175 00:48:17,809 --> 00:48:16,109 very basic tenet of Scientology and it's 1176 00:48:20,359 --> 00:48:17,819 one of those things that Hubbard has 1177 00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:20,369 written a lot of books and things about 1178 00:48:24,049 --> 00:48:22,890 and it's very convoluted and complicated 1179 00:48:25,970 --> 00:48:24,059 I'm not going to go into it but that's 1180 00:48:29,210 --> 00:48:25,980 not stance 4 and then and then the 1181 00:48:30,670 --> 00:48:29,220 second triangle is the KRC triangle 1182 00:48:34,519 --> 00:48:30,680 which stands for knowledge 1183 00:48:36,289 --> 00:48:34,529 responsibility and control so the two so 1184 00:48:38,930 --> 00:48:36,299 the two triangles just represent like 1185 00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:38,940 the two sort of basic logics or the 1186 00:48:43,279 --> 00:48:40,650 basic tenets of Scientology with that 1187 00:48:49,069 --> 00:48:43,289 with the S through it that's all yeah 1188 00:48:51,980 --> 00:48:49,079 Father Son Holy Spirit for me let's see 1189 00:48:55,130 --> 00:48:51,990 here okay so as I mentioned before I met 1190 00:48:56,779 --> 00:48:55,140 you at coffee for Sasquatch in LA yes I 1191 00:48:59,390 --> 00:48:56,789 always saw you right in a way in the 1192 00:49:01,220 --> 00:48:59,400 corner man so I remember you saying that 1193 00:49:03,410 --> 00:49:01,230 you were you were working on a journal 1194 00:49:06,559 --> 00:49:03,420 about all of your your experiences in 1195 00:49:10,519 --> 00:49:06,569 Scientology so can we expect to ever see 1196 00:49:12,980 --> 00:49:10,529 any of this you can I don't know when 1197 00:49:14,990 --> 00:49:12,990 but the what I was actually writing was 1198 00:49:18,049 --> 00:49:15,000 is that while it was in prison I have a 1199 00:49:21,019 --> 00:49:18,059 lot of time on my hands I came and yes 1200 00:49:23,750 --> 00:49:21,029 so I mean I I read I read a ton of books 1201 00:49:26,299 --> 00:49:23,760 when I was in there I exercise every 1202 00:49:28,339 --> 00:49:26,309 single day I lost like 20 22 pounds I 1203 00:49:29,870 --> 00:49:28,349 think when I was in there I had an 1204 00:49:31,339 --> 00:49:29,880 amazing tan too because I was spending 1205 00:49:32,809 --> 00:49:31,349 most of my time out on the running track 1206 00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:32,819 or playing tennis and stuff like that 1207 00:49:37,580 --> 00:49:34,410 it's weird cuz it sounds like I was at a 1208 00:49:39,380 --> 00:49:37,590 retreat it was a federal prison for 1209 00:49:41,330 --> 00:49:39,390 yeah it was it was federal prison you 1210 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:41,340 know they had a tennis court and a 1211 00:49:46,220 --> 00:49:43,610 volleyball court and they had a tread 1212 00:49:48,650 --> 00:49:46,230 treadmills and ellipticals so it wasn't 1213 00:49:51,050 --> 00:49:48,660 it wasn't like a like orange is the new 1214 00:49:55,460 --> 00:49:51,060 black type of prison right but what I 1215 00:49:58,220 --> 00:49:55,470 was so I wrote a ton of journals while I 1216 00:50:01,040 --> 00:49:58,230 was in prison talking about you know 1217 00:50:02,930 --> 00:50:01,050 sort of like like daily daily life at a 1218 00:50:04,550 --> 00:50:02,940 federal prison camp but also talking 1219 00:50:06,650 --> 00:50:04,560 about a lot of the experiences in 1220 00:50:08,570 --> 00:50:06,660 Scientology and just putting everything 1221 00:50:10,700 --> 00:50:08,580 on paper so when you saw me at coffee 1222 00:50:13,220 --> 00:50:10,710 for Sasquatch sitting in the corner 1223 00:50:14,590 --> 00:50:13,230 I was transcribing all of the journals 1224 00:50:18,230 --> 00:50:14,600 that I had wrote and putting him into 1225 00:50:20,510 --> 00:50:18,240 electronic form Wow and I knew I knew 1226 00:50:24,320 --> 00:50:20,520 and never knew any of this about you 1227 00:50:26,090 --> 00:50:24,330 it's crazy yeah so the so it's I'm 1228 00:50:28,190 --> 00:50:26,100 hoping that it's going to be a book the 1229 00:50:30,740 --> 00:50:28,200 book is written like I'm just like the 1230 00:50:35,620 --> 00:50:30,750 the the journal pages have all been 1231 00:50:38,060 --> 00:50:35,630 transcribed I am currently looking for a 1232 00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:38,070 litlle Junt and a litt manager and 1233 00:50:42,620 --> 00:50:39,810 hopefully we will be able to get this 1234 00:50:44,180 --> 00:50:42,630 book published I'm hoping by next year 1235 00:50:46,580 --> 00:50:44,190 but we'll see yeah see what happens 1236 00:50:47,150 --> 00:50:46,590 awesome and I yeah the feeling trust me 1237 00:50:49,490 --> 00:50:47,160 I've been there 1238 00:50:52,970 --> 00:50:49,500 yes that's curious again just getting 1239 00:50:54,470 --> 00:50:52,980 the word out there and who knows who 1240 00:50:56,840 --> 00:50:54,480 will read it and be inspired to either 1241 00:50:59,960 --> 00:50:56,850 leave or never get going that's the big 1242 00:51:03,710 --> 00:50:59,970 thing yep exactly well in terms of like 1243 00:51:05,210 --> 00:51:03,720 leaving and you know the struggle of 1244 00:51:07,490 --> 00:51:05,220 having been born into this and then 1245 00:51:09,650 --> 00:51:07,500 leaving is there anything you miss or 1246 00:51:12,680 --> 00:51:09,660 that you credit to Scientology it's like 1247 00:51:15,110 --> 00:51:12,690 a good thing in your life anything that 1248 00:51:17,630 --> 00:51:15,120 I miss I do miss some of the people 1249 00:51:19,850 --> 00:51:17,640 there most of them most of the people 1250 00:51:23,150 --> 00:51:19,860 that are still in Scientology are are 1251 00:51:25,790 --> 00:51:23,160 pretty terrible people some of them are 1252 00:51:29,450 --> 00:51:25,800 not though some of them are are truly 1253 00:51:31,550 --> 00:51:29,460 victims like I was and you know I miss 1254 00:51:33,170 --> 00:51:31,560 some of the some of the friends that 1255 00:51:36,620 --> 00:51:33,180 I've had for like a very long time one 1256 00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:36,630 of my closest friends that you know we 1257 00:51:40,940 --> 00:51:38,570 we went to the same Scientology school 1258 00:51:42,530 --> 00:51:40,950 you know we known each other for like 20 1259 00:51:45,530 --> 00:51:42,540 years or 25 years or something like that 1260 00:51:47,810 --> 00:51:45,540 and she just like like without even a 1261 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:47,820 question about it as soon as someone 1262 00:51:51,380 --> 00:51:49,490 called her and said Oh Joe he's been 1263 00:51:53,059 --> 00:51:51,390 declared suppressive persons 1264 00:51:55,430 --> 00:51:53,069 like oh that's it I can't I can't talk 1265 00:51:56,990 --> 00:51:55,440 to any more mm-hmm you know so for 1266 00:51:58,910 --> 00:51:57,000 someone to turn like that on a dime it 1267 00:52:03,980 --> 00:51:58,920 was pretty is pretty heart-wrenching but 1268 00:52:06,019 --> 00:52:03,990 I think that I missed those the the the 1269 00:52:07,519 --> 00:52:06,029 people and then to answer your other 1270 00:52:09,680 --> 00:52:07,529 question as far as any part of 1271 00:52:11,150 --> 00:52:09,690 Scientology that's helped me a lot of 1272 00:52:13,549 --> 00:52:11,160 the beginning stuff inside in 1273 00:52:15,230 --> 00:52:13,559 Scientology is Freudian psychology 1274 00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:15,240 Hubbard just put his own like little 1275 00:52:20,690 --> 00:52:17,970 weird spin on it so when I was a kid I 1276 00:52:23,150 --> 00:52:20,700 had a really I was very shy as a kid and 1277 00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:23,160 I had a little bit of a stammer a little 1278 00:52:26,809 --> 00:52:25,410 bit of a stutter so I did the 1279 00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:26,819 communications course and the 1280 00:52:30,230 --> 00:52:28,170 communication course I thought was 1281 00:52:32,450 --> 00:52:30,240 really fun I stopped I mean I still 1282 00:52:35,329 --> 00:52:32,460 start her a little bit but it's way 1283 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:35,339 better than it was before and it got rid 1284 00:52:38,690 --> 00:52:37,170 of a little bit of my shyness it got rid 1285 00:52:42,559 --> 00:52:38,700 of a little I got I had a little bit of 1286 00:52:44,839 --> 00:52:42,569 stage fright and so in that aspect that 1287 00:52:46,849 --> 00:52:44,849 helped but you know it's the it's the 1288 00:52:48,799 --> 00:52:46,859 basic things once you start talking 1289 00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:48,809 about Xenu and the OT levels and things 1290 00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:50,220 like that that's when it's like a kid 1291 00:52:55,609 --> 00:52:52,890 that that that doesn't help anything at 1292 00:52:57,799 --> 00:52:55,619 all got it muddies the mourners I'm very 1293 00:52:59,150 --> 00:52:57,809 used to that in the UFO as well my 1294 00:53:01,999 --> 00:52:59,160 friend oh yeah 1295 00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:02,009 digging through you know the the noise 1296 00:53:06,499 --> 00:53:03,930 to find the signal as it were that's 1297 00:53:10,130 --> 00:53:06,509 kind of what we go yeah yeah basically I 1298 00:53:12,380 --> 00:53:10,140 said well Joey dude this was incredible 1299 00:53:14,990 --> 00:53:12,390 I can't thank you enough for sharing all 1300 00:53:17,870 --> 00:53:15,000 of this with us it's just been like 1301 00:53:20,390 --> 00:53:17,880 fascinating to me to finally hear from 1302 00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:20,400 someone who who made it out on the other 1303 00:53:25,519 --> 00:53:22,890 side and just willing to talk about it 1304 00:53:27,769 --> 00:53:25,529 and it's just a good person like you 1305 00:53:29,839 --> 00:53:27,779 said like well thank you that's so sweet 1306 00:53:32,079 --> 00:53:29,849 yeah absolutely man like you said this 1307 00:53:34,730 --> 00:53:32,089 religion it seems to find a lot of 1308 00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:34,740 negative bad people or it makes them 1309 00:53:38,809 --> 00:53:36,930 into those but you were able to learn 1310 00:53:40,999 --> 00:53:38,819 from all of that and again like it was 1311 00:53:43,460 --> 00:53:41,009 such a pleasure meeting you hearing your 1312 00:53:45,079 --> 00:53:43,470 story and if any of our listeners want 1313 00:53:47,269 --> 00:53:45,089 to reach out to you are you comfortable 1314 00:53:50,240 --> 00:53:47,279 with giving any sort of like your 1315 00:53:52,190 --> 00:53:50,250 socials or anything else yeah yeah they 1316 00:53:53,900 --> 00:53:52,200 can they can find that Facebook or they 1317 00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:53,910 can also just email me if you want to 1318 00:53:56,390 --> 00:53:55,650 give up my email address to them yeah 1319 00:53:58,940 --> 00:53:56,400 absolutely 1320 00:54:00,890 --> 00:53:58,950 I can definitely do that okay sure yeah 1321 00:54:03,410 --> 00:54:00,900 definitely cool and then we're gonna do 1322 00:54:04,130 --> 00:54:03,420 a little bonus patreon episode here to 1323 00:54:06,950 --> 00:54:04,140 wrap things up 1324 00:54:08,240 --> 00:54:06,960 but before we go Joey thank you so so 1325 00:54:10,340 --> 00:54:08,250 much for joining Oh Adam on this 1326 00:54:12,230 --> 00:54:10,350 absolutely absolutely this was so much 1327 00:54:12,800 --> 00:54:12,240 fun thank you so much for for for doing 1328 00:54:15,740 --> 00:54:12,810 it with me 1329 00:54:18,770 --> 00:54:15,750 thank you that is it for this two-part 1330 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:18,780 series but before I leave you I just 1331 00:54:23,690 --> 00:54:20,970 wanted to say that this wasn't an easy 1332 00:54:26,930 --> 00:54:23,700 interview to conduct I mean Joey was 1333 00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:26,940 great and we joked around and Joey is 1334 00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:29,610 extremely personable and easy to talk to 1335 00:54:33,380 --> 00:54:31,650 but when I actually sat down and 1336 00:54:35,560 --> 00:54:33,390 processed the interview while I was 1337 00:54:39,500 --> 00:54:35,570 editing I found myself feeling 1338 00:54:43,550 --> 00:54:39,510 overwhelmed with anger and sadness not 1339 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:43,560 pity but just sad Joey lost his entire 1340 00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:46,650 family from all this he may never speak 1341 00:54:52,060 --> 00:54:49,410 to any of them ever again in all because 1342 00:54:55,070 --> 00:54:52,070 of a fictional rule by a science-fiction 1343 00:54:57,800 --> 00:54:55,080 religion that says if you challenge the 1344 00:55:00,710 --> 00:54:57,810 church you are disconnected from it and 1345 00:55:03,950 --> 00:55:00,720 entirely you're left alone in the world 1346 00:55:07,580 --> 00:55:03,960 and thrown away to fend for yourself 1347 00:55:09,530 --> 00:55:07,590 luckily Joey was able to do that but I'm 1348 00:55:12,890 --> 00:55:09,540 sure there's just as many people out 1349 00:55:15,470 --> 00:55:12,900 there who aren't that Bucky he was able 1350 00:55:19,010 --> 00:55:15,480 to move on with his life find new 1351 00:55:21,350 --> 00:55:19,020 friends and new family he found love and 1352 00:55:23,900 --> 00:55:21,360 acceptance and he came out a better 1353 00:55:27,740 --> 00:55:23,910 person but there are so many people 1354 00:55:29,450 --> 00:55:27,750 still trapped in Scientology and if any 1355 00:55:33,530 --> 00:55:29,460 of them just happened to be listening 1356 00:55:36,410 --> 00:55:33,540 tonight I urge you take the chance talk 1357 00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:36,420 to someone get out of this as quick as 1358 00:55:39,950 --> 00:55:37,050 you can 1359 00:55:42,230 --> 00:55:39,960 I know it can't be easy but there are 1360 00:55:44,990 --> 00:55:42,240 people out there willing to talk to you 1361 00:55:48,680 --> 00:55:45,000 just like Joey who can help you find 1362 00:55:51,350 --> 00:55:48,690 family and community all over again in a 1363 00:55:53,570 --> 00:55:51,360 brand new light so when it comes to 1364 00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:53,580 Scientology we have heard tantalizing 1365 00:55:59,030 --> 00:55:56,130 stories come out in the past decade or 1366 00:56:00,950 --> 00:55:59,040 so amplified by ex members like Joey 1367 00:56:03,380 --> 00:56:00,960 coming forward to tell their stories 1368 00:56:06,050 --> 00:56:03,390 they're been documentaries television 1369 00:56:09,140 --> 00:56:06,060 shows podcasts YouTube channels covering 1370 00:56:12,140 --> 00:56:09,150 every aspect of this deeply flawed or 1371 00:56:14,720 --> 00:56:12,150 legend and in a desperate attempt to 1372 00:56:16,819 --> 00:56:14,730 keep this cult going they have launched 1373 00:56:20,900 --> 00:56:16,829 the scientology TV 1374 00:56:26,539 --> 00:56:20,910 work which streams 24/7 bringing us all 1375 00:56:28,849 --> 00:56:26,549 into Scientology like never before it's 1376 00:56:31,430 --> 00:56:28,859 clear that even after all of these 1377 00:56:33,829 --> 00:56:31,440 stories all the people destroyed 1378 00:56:38,209 --> 00:56:33,839 mentally emotionally physically and 1379 00:56:39,349 --> 00:56:38,219 spiritually Scientology is not giving up 1380 00:56:41,329 --> 00:56:39,359 anytime soon 1381 00:56:44,539 --> 00:56:41,339 but I hope that after hearing Joey's 1382 00:56:47,839 --> 00:56:44,549 story and by looking between the lines 1383 00:56:50,569 --> 00:56:47,849 of the propaganda and promises of a 1384 00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:50,579 better life people will wake up and 1385 00:56:55,249 --> 00:56:52,650 realize that if you want spiritual 1386 00:56:59,509 --> 00:56:55,259 freedom it shouldn't come with a price 1387 00:57:01,910 --> 00:56:59,519 tag it should come from within what 1388 00:57:04,640 --> 00:57:01,920 frightens me even more is that I've seen 1389 00:57:08,120 --> 00:57:04,650 similar cult-like tendencies within the 1390 00:57:11,059 --> 00:57:08,130 UFO field as well gurus and 1391 00:57:14,239 --> 00:57:11,069 self-proclaimed leaders of enlightenment 1392 00:57:16,999 --> 00:57:14,249 and disclosure and completely fraudulent 1393 00:57:19,309 --> 00:57:17,009 individuals claiming that they have all 1394 00:57:22,219 --> 00:57:19,319 the answers to the UFO question and 1395 00:57:24,829 --> 00:57:22,229 beyond I've seen friends and colleagues 1396 00:57:28,219 --> 00:57:24,839 head down a path of disorienting 1397 00:57:30,979 --> 00:57:28,229 conspiracies and fantasy and no matter 1398 00:57:34,339 --> 00:57:30,989 what you tell them they are so deeply 1399 00:57:37,459 --> 00:57:34,349 entrenched and indoctrinated that 1400 00:57:39,949 --> 00:57:37,469 getting them out seems impossible but I 1401 00:57:43,099 --> 00:57:39,959 urge you if someone tells you they have 1402 00:57:46,279 --> 00:57:43,109 all the answers you seek and you need 1403 00:57:49,509 --> 00:57:46,289 only follow them their message and give 1404 00:57:52,609 --> 00:57:49,519 them all your money please just run 1405 00:57:56,120 --> 00:57:52,619 nobody has the answers to any of this 1406 00:57:59,900 --> 00:57:56,130 they probably never will in the UFO 1407 00:58:02,839 --> 00:57:59,910 field is better than that you are better 1408 00:58:06,109 --> 00:58:02,849 than that we are all on our own personal 1409 00:58:08,120 --> 00:58:06,119 journey in this life and while we may 1410 00:58:10,039 --> 00:58:08,130 hitch a ride every now and again with 1411 00:58:12,170 --> 00:58:10,049 others in hopes of feeling a sense of 1412 00:58:15,589 --> 00:58:12,180 belonging or community 1413 00:58:18,709 --> 00:58:15,599 just remember communities help one 1414 00:58:21,109 --> 00:58:18,719 another they don't harm you or ask you 1415 00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:21,119 to disconnect from the rest of the world 1416 00:58:27,920 --> 00:58:25,650 like Scientology does alright enough of 1417 00:58:29,989 --> 00:58:27,930 the preaching thank you again for 1418 00:58:30,750 --> 00:58:29,999 listening to the series and if you'd 1419 00:58:33,090 --> 00:58:30,760 like to hear of 1420 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